Like a spear Running through my veins Like a million galaxy Skies passed with rains I feel distant Abandoned Swimming in shame Running away from laughter From happiness you drained From the sun that hides When you rise dark memories I wish my days would go back Before my heart won its battle Before realizing that by winning The war was not really over Come back with your army again Bash me with misery Rip my soul in pieces **** my existence Bury me deeper and deeper Let there be no more of me Then dive again In your river of flame