That night, when you broke into my chest I hadn’t ever felt that pounding within my breast like a balloon burst against my ribcage pressed and I was heaving through corrupted lungs while you befriended mouths and others tongues and I woke up like an animal with sinking teeth a blade staggering from beneath its hidden sheath And so the blood stained clouds I painted red while I opened up and healed as it spread this perfect disease that I so often bled