You confound me in awed silence everytime; the spark of your name on my lips, the lovely smile, the exquisite glow of your brown eyes, your presence gives me a feeling of pure happiness. You have left me in an endless daydream, the fancies of you and me. I'm f
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­Into a prison of an endless make belief of you and me.

I don't know what to do.
I freakin' hate you but
At the same time
I love you too much
Too much that
I can't let go
Even when pain
Demands that I should
I couldn't
And I don't think I ever could

When your words sting through my heart and leave me broken
- I love you

When the distance between us feels like miles even though we're near
- I love you

When I think of how many fights we've been through
- I love you

When you can't control your anger and burst it all out
- I love you

When the volume of your voice increases and reprimands me
- I love you

When you speak of words of love  and gentleness is in your voice
- I love you  

When you make me feel the luckiest girl in the world
- I love you

When you give me hope and encouragement
- I love you

When I'm wrong and you set me right
- I love you                

When you love me
- I love you

It's Drawing class
And I sit here  
Not willing to draw
Geometrical shapes
Or figures
But I want to draw
How the butterflies
In my stomach
Flutter when I
Am with you
How my eyes
Twinkle when they
Gaze into yours
The birds who appear
Whenever the sight
Of you approaches        
The list may
Go on and on but
Out of all of these
This would be the easiest
And the hardest:
A life without you

i cannot replay the past
nor can i fast forward to the future
i only have the gift
the gift of time which is the present.

You always said you will never leave my side
you would always whisper “I am here” whenever I cried
you held my hand in the darkest of times
you taught me how to read between the lines
but now a sudden change crept upon the friendship I once knew
in the blink of an eye, everything became blue
and everything we had have now gone
I guess I have no choice but to move on
Up until now I cry and weep
for all those promises you didn’t keep
who knew it would come to this
all our memories thrown into an unfathomable abyss