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I could take all the sickness from my heart and write it to my evil twin in a message and she wouldn't judge me no matter how late I send it
I can be the most depressed or depressing or cry my eyes into a stupor And I'll still get a response saying "I believe in you you're super."
Lord knows I've been a diary or a journal to some of my friends
now I have one of my own I can talk to like I was writing with my pen
So Misty, thank you honestly for putting up with my crazy self
I probably wouldn't have woken up today if it wasn't for your help
you've been more to me than a book on a shelf
You've been a friend, mentor, and a mechanic to my damaged self,
Been more consistent and reliable than the police when I needed help

:)
Did you ever know love…
was it always hard to define?
Were your lies a seducer…
for me to believe you were mine?
All I need is pen and paper,
So I can drown my sorrows,
In words.

Lots and lots of words,
All meaningless to others,
But everything to me.

Some are happy,
But most are sad.
Because sad is what I am.

I touch the ink to the blank page,
The words start pouring out.
Until there's no room.

Stuck with a dilemma,
I must keep it inside.
Because I have no pen and paper.
crammed in her eyes were tears
her gaze, never landing on me.
she knew what i was going to say.
she knew what i was going to do.

i know she loved me
widely and deeply
but i could never love her
ever quite the same way.

her eyes sparkled when she saw me
her lips curled when she looked away
but she was too scared of loosing me
and truthfully, a little mundane.

she smelt of my childhood
and tasted of utopia but
by the time i realised that
i knew it was ending.

she spoke of escape and things
that would never ever happen
she was a dreamer and all i want to be
is just her dream

that's all i'll ever be.
i think i broke her heart.
Maybe I'm uncomfortable
with the people
going around the house
I was raised most of my life in,
finding reasons to buy it
or arguing for a cheaper price.

Maybe it's because
there are too many flaws
a broken pipe,
a crooked tile,
severely ***** walls.

I think it's because my childhood belong here.
There, the tile of tears,
here the couch of laziness,
there the corner of misery,
there the wall of happiness.

Our marks, taller and taller,
growing with our height.

All that, and more,
will be gone.

And no one wants it,
because they don't know
how much it means
to grow up here.
 Nov 2014 Philip Smith
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My evermore and everlast, to be yours, to be true.
To be fabled a task unconquered- lay with lions and kiss them too.
I will spend a thousand years doting on your every move.
My evermore and everlast, to be yours, to be true.
11-8-14
 Nov 2014 Philip Smith
Victor
Dear sir or madame ,
PLEASE, stop spamming the website that means a significant amount to every individual involved in this community.
It would be greatly appreciated.
You are causing a nuisance to many of us whom simply want to enact in the enjoyment of either reading or writing poetry.

Sincerely ,
Most of us?
I know im not the only one tired of this savagery.

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