Have you ever want to disappear but not die?
Ever want to leave but don't go?
How can I do this without losing me?
What do I do?

I can't leave but I don't want to stay
I feel lost in my own skin
I don't feel my heart anymore
I feel like a sin

Can I escape from these feelings?
Can I not be me anymore?
Can I run and not stop?
Can I stop being sore?

Why can't I be the one people want?
Why can't I be what I wanted?
Why must I stay?
Why must I be haunted?

I won't leave
I'm not done
I will stay
But one day I'll be gone

My pain will be gone
My poor and tired soul will be gone
My light will be gone
But yet I will remain

Until then I will not be gone

Let's play a game
You will count to ten
At the end of it
Find me if you can

I'll hide in a place
I think you can't find me
But peek-a-boo!
You know exactly how I think

Count once more
It's my turn
I hear your heart racing
Found you in an instant

Lets go again
One last round!
Don't you peek
Don't you cheat

*Because this time round
I'm not playing
And you are not allowed...
...To watch me leave