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  Nov 2018 Olivia W
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It isn't perfect but i can work on it
  Nov 2018 Olivia W
Lost Soul
Should've kissed you
Should've fought for us  
Could've crawled into your arms
Could've taken advantage of the opportunities i had
Would've done so much more if I knew the hell I've put myself in
Would've said yes if you were to ask me again
But you never will,
Besides I'm trying to pretend I moved on
Just be your friend
We used to say "No regrets "
It was our version okay/okay
I'm so sorry you wasted your time on me
There so many things I regret
I'm sorry it turned out this way  
I understand if your upset....
I am too
shouldve could've would've game ......i hate it
Olivia W Oct 2018
we had a past
we had love
we had a future
but thats over now
i fell out of love
a while ago
i have someone else
dont **** yourself
because of me
that will **** me
the death of me
is the death of others
dont do it
pls
im trying to hold on
my best friend at home told me he want to **** himself and that was 4 days ago and i havent heard from him since. if he dies it will be my fault and i cant deal with that pain.
Olivia W Oct 2018
caring about what others think,
seeking innappropriate attention,
slitting your wrists open,
feeling like you have no one,
thinking you're not good enough,
acting like you're okay when you clearly aren't
because you are worthy
this is a poem that i really need to listen to. i feel like im alone and unworthy of everything good in my life and i need to learn that its not true. im beautiful anf i have an amazing personality, i just need to show it.     by the way, over thanksgiving im dying my hair blue and purple!!!
Olivia W Oct 2018
my best friend
youve never left
always loved me
for who i am
i will never forget
how you have treated me
being so kind and funny
being my role model
you have impacted
my life so much
you will forever be
my best friend
grace is the name of my best friend. she is soooo amazing and one of the funniest people i have ever met. i cant even explain how much i love her. i havent talked to her in person in almost 2 years. since ive been in treatment for 19 months its really hard to be able to talk to her bc im so far away. i miss her so much like i cant even start or else i will never finish. anyways, i love and miss her beyond explaination
Olivia W Oct 2018
death is waiting
wanting you to make the knot
putting a gun up to your head
swimming to the bottom
never coming up
cutting through the vein
just do it and
itll all be over
is life really worth it??
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