I've loved
I've lost
I've pined away for someone who didn't even know I existed
I've bled
I've cried and sobbed sorrowfully
I've moved on
I've contemplated on ending my life to end my suffering
I've triumphed
I've achieved
I've met my goals just at the deadline
I've crossed the line point of no return
I've loathed myself
I've been kind to a perfect stranger
I've given loads of my time and energy to a worthy cause
I've wondered
I've pondered
I've doubted
I've sat in silence
I've pursued what speaks to my soul

*I've lived

Tonight

only tonight will I not live In fear

I will dust myself off
and march onward

as is the gods themselves walked right beside me

you may call me bold

im just on a mission

Level with me

Is my heart too scarred to love again

Have my eyes been too blackened by hurt
to see clearly again

Am I

beyond hope?

It feels like it

Tonight...

I'll stare out my

window

in hopes
that I may catch a glimpse

of
her...

If I stumbled

would you help me
back up?

Would you?

Or would you

leave

me bleeding on the ground?

Don't leave me like this...

I often wonder

If I'm being punished

For crimes from past lifetimes

This journey is long, lonely, and painful

It's really not fun

An
oasis

of a lover
is truly
my hearts desperate
beckoning

it uselessly grasps
and reaches out

to the emptiness

in high hopes that
one day very soon

his hand will find another

and together they'll
float endlessly though

the
horizons of tomorrow

Today might be the day...