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Aug 2019 · 86
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carson Aug 2019
You are the waves in my heart, I just dont know what you will wash up on shore.
carson Aug 2019
Hey dad, have you ever wondered how your son was after 15 years?
Hey dad, was it worth going to prison to avoid seeing me?
Hey dad, I still owe you my name.
Hey dad, I blame myself for you leaving.
Hey dad, did you ever love me or have a second thought?
I have never met my biological father:(
Aug 2019 · 116
...
carson Aug 2019
...
I hate you when you love me.
Jun 2019 · 244
Live in the now
carson Jun 2019
Don't think of me too often. I don't want you getting sad. Just live well. Just live. I'll be walking beside you every step of the way
Jun 2019 · 228
Heartbreak
carson Jun 2019
It's so cruel to let people love you. All you are doing is promising to break there heart one day.
Jun 2019 · 228
Another untilted..
carson Jun 2019
Cheating on a good person is like throwing away a diamond and picking up a rock
May 2019 · 515
im good.
carson May 2019
I know that I can be selfish and narcissistic and self-destructive, but underneath all that, deep down, I'm a good person.
May 2019 · 225
why?
carson May 2019
why?
why can't you see me?
why can't you see the pain?
why can't you understand?
I know I'm not someone you want me to be.
but why?
May 2019 · 99
Show me
carson May 2019
Actions speak louder than words ever will, so show me you love me. Or can you?
May 2019 · 100
heartache and heartbreak
carson May 2019
This ink, it runs.
This paper is stained
Tears run free as
I'm stuck in a daze.
I put this pen to paper,
To write the words
This voice can't deliver.
My heart is heavy
With pain and despair.
Can't breathe.
I'm fighting for air.
My mind is spinning
At the speed of light.
This pain in my life
Has clouded my mind.
The thoughts are deafening
Of my life, you took away,
But after all my
Heartache,
Someday I'll be okay
May 2019 · 248
no love
carson May 2019
silly girl, you don't have to love me.
just respect me.
May 2019 · 422
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carson May 2019
Its easy to pick someone out,
but harder to love them.
May 2019 · 154
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carson May 2019
Loving you was the last thing I felt really good at.
Apr 2019 · 168
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carson Apr 2019
The rain falls,
so do you.

Not for me,
rather him.

Just take a breathe
and realize,

I'm home.
Apr 2019 · 105
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carson Apr 2019
Why am I holding on to something that I should let go,
I tell myself that ill be okay.
Why should I hurt myself and put you on a pedestal, I fall and make the same mistakes.
Apr 2019 · 168
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carson Apr 2019
If tomorrow brings new hope,
I hope,
It brings you.
Apr 2019 · 277
spongebob
carson Apr 2019
Do you ever wonder how SpongeBob can soak up all the bad and still make everyone happy around him?
I thought about this at 3 am
Apr 2019 · 86
perfection is useless
carson Apr 2019
Rocks

Rocks and people are both alike
Igneous rocks are for people that are full of anger
Metamorphic rocks are for people that have different social faces
Sedimentary rocks are for people that are friends with anyone
Every rock was made the same way though,
Every rock is unique.
There is no such thing as a perfect rock. Perfect is a 10 letter word that doesn't exist, for example, trees.
Trees and rock are similar if you look at it a certain way.
Some trees lean this way or that and some have missing bark or just have a little bit to much moss.  Some rocks have holes or there a little to big, but despite the way they look humans find them beautiful in one way or another.
Apr 2019 · 71
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carson Apr 2019
Clouds of thunder, pouring rain,
The hurt I feel, the throbbing pain.
Droplets trickling down my face.
should rain give me this one embrace?

Drenched and cold, my biggest fears,
Not by the rain but by my tears.
When will this storm come to an end?
Apr 2019 · 172
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carson Apr 2019
He wrote her a song, but it never got finished
They both fell in love, but it was soon diminished
She sits on his bed and cries in his lap
He cries back at her, knowing they can't go back.
Apr 2019 · 460
lost
carson Apr 2019
Your eyes don't seem so bright.
They've lost their shining light.

Your smile,
It was a perfect style.

So elegant and right;
Now it's been pulled tight.

Your face looks gone,
Like when humanity's last breath is drawn.
Apr 2019 · 195
S t a r s
carson Apr 2019
When you sit on that hill with her just remember
I once was up there too, looking at the stars.
When you look at the stars, so are 2 other people in the world.
Apr 2019 · 193
im sorry
carson Apr 2019
I'm sorry, I can't seem to put a smile on your face.
I'm sorry, I can't make you laugh like you used to.
I'm sorry, I don't know how to communicate.
I'm sorry that you are mad at me.
I'm sorry that I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
I am sorry, just please look at me the way you used to.
I'm sorry
Apr 2019 · 184
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carson Apr 2019
all i ever wanted was you.
Apr 2019 · 100
4 a.m.
carson Apr 2019
4 AM in my room and I'm high again
Always treading cautious society's a lions den
Feelin' pain I'm just wishin that the **** would end
No one listens so I'm crying on the internet
Won't lie I dont know where I should go
Got walls and a roof but this house ain’t home
Rollin’ up dope I've been outta my zone
I’m drownin' in issues I'm outta control
Tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick
Why is pain the only thing my brain can siphon
I've been on a journey tryna find some enlightenment
Why is death the only concept that gets me excited
Should I stay or go that’s been on my mind
Feel like you'll get bored of me I'll be a waste of time
And thoughts of you leavin' been keepin me up at night
So tell me that we're fine
And that we'll be alright
Apr 2019 · 245
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carson Apr 2019
You tell me that you love me
But there you go leaving
Why you so surprised?
You're a demon in disguise
These past 2 weeks all I have been doing is
crying.
Apr 2019 · 76
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carson Apr 2019
I get worried over the guys you text and you say "they are just friends"
but remember I was your friend too.
Mar 2019 · 305
Perfection
carson Mar 2019
I know the way I look isnt great.
I know.
We are all different and beautiful.
Do you ever walk into a Forrest and see a 'perfect tree' no? Because they simply dont exist, every tree has its issue. Some lean this way or that, even some have a little bit too much moss, but humans think there beautiful. What about yourself or others.
Mar 2019 · 137
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carson Mar 2019
I know you, you know, I think too much of you.
Mar 2019 · 116
I wonder
carson Mar 2019
I lie awake at night wondering if you ever feel the same.
Mar 2019 · 136
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carson Mar 2019
love me.
break me.
tear me.
feel me.
ride with me.
dance with me.
draw with me.
read me.
throw me out.
but please, baby, don't leave me
Mar 2019 · 190
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carson Mar 2019
what can you do?
you can't seem to please people anymore.
especially you.
when you leave, I have a gift for you.
Its a bag of the butterflies you made me feel every day, seeing you smile was the food, your laugh was their oxygen, and now that you left. take them and keep them alive for me, I won't need them for anyone else after you.
Mar 2019 · 218
Dont leave
carson Mar 2019
Bite my lips,
Feel the way my body curves
But dont leave scars from the cuts you
Leave.
Feb 2019 · 217
Drown me
carson Feb 2019
oh, I'm sinking with the weight of your love.
Feb 2019 · 179
Only you
carson Feb 2019
This candy hart is you,
It says 'only you'.
There are no other candy hearts,
and the glue is your love.
You are melting me
Feb 2019 · 98
sinking
carson Feb 2019
Why am I holding onto something that I should let go?
I tell myself that I'll be okay.
Why should I hurt myself and put you on a pedestal?
I fall and make the same mistake.
Feb 2019 · 958
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carson Feb 2019
you only wanted me when it was just convenient for you,
why did this cold weather make me feel so much warmer then you ever did
Feb 2019 · 196
Not the same anymore
carson Feb 2019
You're not to blame,
I'm just not the same...
Feb 2019 · 139
Lost Friend
carson Feb 2019
Hello, best friend, we have done a lot, And lately, I've been seeing someone and I feel as if I'm hurting you in the process and I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I am who I am
So recently I have been seeing this girl and I think I'm slowly cutting my best friend out but I shouldn't.
Feb 2019 · 171
You and Me
carson Feb 2019
We
as in you and me
Were never meant to be.
Feb 2019 · 309
A Sliver.
carson Feb 2019
You gave me a sliver a hope,
then threw it down my throat.
Feb 2019 · 324
Just knock
carson Feb 2019
All the devil on the hill wanted
was a house and friend to share with
Just knock.

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