I make people laugh
jokes to tell
happiness i spread
the joy i give in

but

deep inside me
i feel miserable
this melancholy i feel
the negative aura i ranged

this grammar is wrong just like me

i make people laugh
but i feel miserable
,they dont even care

I am cold.
But everyone says
You just need to get past my walls,
I am a warm person deep down.
They see what they want to but
I am cold as ice inside.
People will tell you
I have a sensitive side but
Hardly anyone sees.
What I truly am inside,
A heartless monster.
Still, my peers think they know
I am really a big softy.

Now read it bottom to top.

Desire
Balanced
On the edge
Of a blade

A well dressed man
*******
An untethered label

A bottle for two
At an uncleared table.

A twist
Of the wrist
To the pouring
Of wine

To dripping lips,
and kissing
between sips.

His hands
to my hips

His tie
To my wrists.

His kiss.

"I'm an open book"
She says

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code.