There is a big hole inside me
But has no light
Can´t see anything
Or find anything
It´s empty
But I know there are old pictures which became black and white.

I don't know what it is that drags me down
After every episode, I feel it
I am not worthy
I am useless
I am ugly
All because of me
I pushed everyone away from me
Who was left, were you
I always feel guilty when I see you
You are there, holding my hands, hugging me, healing me
I feel guilty
You are there, hurt by me, crying, screaming, begging for help inside
Gets taken by the police and goes to the hospital
I heard it, felt it
I am guilty
Because I can't and couldn't be there for you
But hang on...
I will be there for you someday
When all this is over
I will be standing there for you
I don't want to feel guilty again...

You are the strangest that i know
Cause the way you look at me is filling my heart with love
You are the ugliest that you know
Cause the way you be insecure about your self
You are the hottest that i know
Cause the way you do is playing with my nerves
You are the cutest that i know
Cause the way you act is making my eyes only on you
You are the only one for me
Cause i can´t see anyone except you.