sun is coming out spring is in its way warming up the ground on a spring time daffodil and crocus they are popping through from beneath the ground beneath the sky so blue
you can hear the birds sing there morning song bringing in the dawn as they sing along trees begin to bud. as leaves begin to grow all the signs of spring that give your heart a glow
I've shun all my pretences I've dropped my defences I am unarmed and vulnerable The exposure of my truth is now inevitable I had feared that this day would be probable I'm tired of running and hiding All my dark secrets are finding their way out of my soul's closet Is this it?? The end of me... The end of all relationships The chance of a having a somewhat normal life evaporating into thin air My soul now bare and exposed Revealing the monster inside of me .. ...Everyone now witnessing the imposter I truly am My mask is gradually slipping off How much longer can I play this game of hide and seek with my dark monster I'm losing control I don't think I can lie and pretend anymore The burden of keeping this dark secret is just too much But telling the truth will destroy it all I'll be back to being a loner Discarded like an old and obsolete piece of furniture Discriminated against like I'm afflicted with some infectious disease Avoided like I'm something dangerous I was always a bit different.. ...Weird in my own way ...Doing things most people around me would do and... ...Pretending to be normal was the only way to blend in ...Perhaps I was a fool to think that I could **** the monster inside of me My inner monster and I... We're inseparable I guess ...but then again let me ask you all this... Ultimately aren't we all in some way or the other pretending to be normal??? I mean what is normal??? One man's normal is another man's crazy and vice versa.... Isn't it???
You eat oily and junk food with relish, Then you come to me complaining and moaning, I check you, I give you a prescription, What do you do? You ask me,"Are there any SIDE EFFECTS 4/9/2021
my wife watches tik tok in bed sounding like she is trying to tune in a radio to someone's life so many voices fading in and out or maybe a spirit box with a message from the other side
I'm with Johannes Gutenberg some 570 years behind the smell of the print as much an enjoyment as the words inside the book I am reading about his life
we lie a respectable distance between us centuries apart
Take my hands and Gaze into my eyes As we softly kiss And slowly fall In love i feel your Heart beating inside My and it's where You'll be in my heart Forever beating with me.