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 Jan 2015 mrs kite
kyle Shirley
As I drown in a sea of *****, I reach for love with every breath. But when I had love I missed the woman and awkward mornings, I crave so very much. The grass was greener but after I stopped giving it the emotions and fuel to be green it died like the relationship I got out of. I want what I cant have. We are so tech prone I can get a girl like I can get pizza... one call and 15 mins later I have some hot piece at my door ready... without any effort.  Why try? Why do dates, hold hands, love? When I can feel all those emotions in one night cuddle if need be and not worry about fights or drama... but I still seem empty inside... am I really my own worst enemy? Is my Achilles heel inside? My heart, only touched by ones I can barely choose to let close? Or is it all just noise.
 Jan 2015 mrs kite
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on your wedding day

I will sit in wooden church pews more uncomfortable than your fathers stare because he knows what we are both thinking.

I will let my eyes wander through eyelashes heavy with reflections from the light of your smile as she walks down the aisle.

I watch as your hands shake like a child chasing a sudden warm breeze only to find a tornado.

you say your vows and I can only imagine ***** overflowing from your mouth because the name you say after "I love you" is not mine. It is not even close.

friends and family rise and pianos begin to play what sounds like a death march. You will have your first dance with her moments after this and all I can remember  is the jealousy in your eyes the night you wished you were the one dancing with me.

the room clears out and I can only think of the bed you will make love to her in. I hope you still find my stray hairs between the sheets. I know your finger tips will caress her sides in a way I never knew how to receive.

the song of my heart was always a little off pitch, so, when she plays the pianos of your heart I can only hope this time it will be in the right

key.
 Jan 2015 mrs kite
Anonymous
I'm being crushed by my own stupidity.
 Jan 2015 mrs kite
DC raw love
Into the dark light i travel
dodging mother nature at every turn
or am i confused and it's God i'm dodging

Satin holding my hand tightly
as he comforts me
conforming me to his helper

i'm a transformed to this creature
a creature to teach deceit
to cause
pain
hurt
lie's

i'll take a life
just to watch people cry

i'm a freak of mother nature
followed by millions of dip *****

distractions i displace in your mind
where crime is always close by

always judging you by what you do right
and praising you for what you do wrong

follow me, follow me
follow me in my footsteps

test the water that burns
find comfort without hesitation

i watch people tremble
who come to my temple

i comfort them though
complications
 Jan 2015 mrs kite
Bra-Tee
I used to have a lot of sweet metaphors to add in your girlfriends cake so she can bite the sweetness that will soon make her teeth rot and have them removed by the same dentist who made your sister pregnant with the same **** that had DNA of an 8year old child that was ***** and killed 2years ago found dead in the dustbins of Khayelitsha.
Moral of the story: Just because they are labeled as a Doctor, Lawyer, Pilot or Pope. Times have changed, but it didn't change the fact that we can trust Anybody.
 Jan 2015 mrs kite
Alyssa Yu
you are endless wordplay recorded over a blank coffeeshop soundtrack. your lips throw out pun after pun, but your throat hums to the ghost of a song you swore you didn't listen to.

you are smiles across the breakfast table, blinking too-little sleep from your too-bright eyes, talking too loudly about how you don't need rest when you can get drunk on life. i laugh quietly. the dark circles give you away, my dear.

you are long nights and warm blankets and repeating "we should go to bed" until it sounds like a joke. it is hard to fall asleep when the blood is singing in my veins and my dreams are coming true right in front of me.

you are soft corners and sharp edges, too strong to stand firm and too fragile to break. your footsteps falter and even your confidence has cracks, but i'll admit it's comforting to know that you're just as scared as i am sometimes.

you are fast-talking and over-explaining, and you never do anything halfheartedly so you are also lying-too-easily. but it's okay i never wanted the truth anyway, i hated how it dimmed the memories and haunted the empty space on my mattress. i like how that space is taken up by the curve of your body instead.

you are called a paradox, white wolf or black sheep, predator and prey at odds and at peace. and you are called downward-flowing, like the way i am falling faster and harder for you. then again, maybe i like metaphors too much. maybe your name is just a name. maybe it's the most beautiful sound i've ever heard.
but i call you love because you are the only reason i have any inkling of what it means.
 Jan 2015 mrs kite
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vomit
 Jan 2015 mrs kite
vf
i'm born out of a habit of self-destructive patterns

i'm born out of a foreigner's vacation
i am the product of anxiety, of wealth ill-gotten,
of american 90's dreams and excuses

i'm shaken like a passenger on a wooden roller coaster
i'm mixed like "mutt" like "i don't know what you are"
like exotic
like *****
 Jan 2015 mrs kite
Gwen Pimentel
it can get so
overwhelmingly
heart-breakingly
indescribably
devastatingly &
miserably
**lonely
having no one to run to? or talk to in the middle of the night? no one to understand what you're going through? no one to be there no matter what even when you grow older? pretty **** lonely.
 Jan 2015 mrs kite
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fickle
 Jan 2015 mrs kite
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i'm not cold or breaking
i'm not mad or shaking
i'm only laying on my side
crying for this isolation
that i have won and highly prized
i am so fickle on my own
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