Moks Sulayman

Moks Sulayman Feb 2016

An act not shown,
A scent not smelled,
A food not eaten,
A voice not heard,
A gift not given,
And a love not returned,
I could have done more.
If only she stayed a bit longer.

im going to surprise her with a classy dinner.
I never really thought i was such a good organizer. I reserved a seat for us on a fine restaurant, bought her flowers and chocolates. im so excited because its gonna be great since this was planned a month ago.

But...she broke up with me last week...so I had dinner with an empty seat infront of me....with flowers and chocolates waiting for her...

I was hoping she'd show up...but she never did

#hjm

Moks Sulayman Apr 2015

Am I?

Am I a fool?
For staring at our picture for so long?
For waiting at your text on my phone?
For missing you as I lay on the floor?
For loving you even more?
Am I a fool or am I just a normal dude,
Lost in this room, and thinks he's a fool?
Am I a fool?

am i being foolish right now? I miss her...and its killing me

#love #thoughts #miss #foolish

Moks Sulayman Apr 2015

Pain (10w)

Leaving you was never my choice.
It was a neccessity.

This was said to me by someone i knew from a very long time ago.

Moks Sulayman Apr 2015

50 steps outside

I have something to say.
It's been running inside my mind.

I've been meaning to tell you this the whole time.

Just 50 steps away from your doorsteps

A nervous young lad forever ill be,
along with this words that you might never hear.

I dont know where to start,
Im so near yet so far ..

But still, i have to say this now...

I love you...

Way back then till this moment now..

I went to her house.
I wanted to confess.
I really prepared myself.
I failed.
I was 50 steps away.
I ended up looking away.
I was still unprepared

#love #feelings #sad #down #disappointed

Moks Sulayman Apr 2015

IDK

I don't know you
But you dance and you sing.

I don't know you
But you loved poetry.

I don't know you
But you weighed 43.

I don't know you
But size 4, that's your feet.

I don't know you
But your height, is it 5'?

I don't know you
But you were born on december 8.

I don't know you
But i think your waist is 28.

I don't know you
But you had secrets that I kept.

"I don't know you,
I really don't."

That's what I said,
you said you'd believed me though.

I don't know you,
But something tells me

You already know,
That i really do.

Many have tried expressing their feelings but ended up changing the topic.

What if they know your feelings but kept waiting for you to let them know. You should do something about it before you regret not doing it.

Got this advice on someone a while ago.

#love #breath #hidden #express

Moks Sulayman Apr 2015

Confess (10w)

I love you,
but Im too scared to admit it.

Moks Sulayman Apr 2015

A letter to Anayla from Lilahk

My dearest Anayla,

My brain does not work quite well tonight. I have this odd feeling inside that makes me lose my mind.

Lost in the sea of thoughts, I feel like im the protagonist of the movie "life of Pi". The only difference is he got stranded at sea and I on this blank sheets.

Im diving within my thoughts, swimming across these different words. I have swam deeper and deeper until I realized Im swimming farther from what I really feel.

I do not have the right words tonight and to confess in this manner does not feel quite right.

I know you are very much busy to hear this through. That is why I must tell you that I have loved you and this is very much true.

Lilahk

Lilahk has always been inlove with Anayla but he never had the chance to confess. He always wanted to confess personally but always fails. So he decided to put it into papers, since it does not work in actions

I hope this letter of Lilahk reaches Anayla.

#letter #confession #toanayla