rays hit you
illuminate you
drenching you in gold
the only warmth in this cold

splattered with freckles
playful smirk
infinite love
we never thought we would see the end of

now we don’t acknowledge
you have forgotten me
moved on ages ago
just someone you used to know

years have passed
we have tried and failed
love and pain felt consecutively

arrogant and dismissive
self delusion throughout
two seperated puzzle pieces

i distance myself continuously
losing myself deliberately
slipping away slowly
doing it coldly

it’s dark and lonely
i treat myself so coldly.
nothing makes sense anymore
small things have become a chore.

everything seems so distant
always inconsistent.
everyone says i’ve changed
my mind is utterly deranged.

but don’t worry about me
this poem isn’t a plea.
i will be okay
maybe, someday