I wonder where she is?
What she is doing…
How she is breathing…
What her Lips are emerging with…
No wonder I miss her!
No wonder i’m losing my centre!
No wonder i’m straying in nowhere!
But
Honesty showed gratitude for honouring it!
Love kneeled in front me, for bringing back its dignity!
Passion kissed me for showing the missed trace in life…
Dreams are dancing around me celebrating the moment of relief..
Vulnerability cried with me for giving away my anger with life…
I envy her silence!
   her world!
   her mystery!
I envy everything around her!
1-12-2015

One genuine breath, takes you to God’s throne…
One look to horizon, lets you fall in love with the burning colours…
One pulse of your heart, lets you sleep in the maze of unknown places…
One tear falls inside your soul, takes all privileges giving by God…
The temple still there to worship the mystery inside you!
celebrate the lamentation to cure your soul!

What?
Two Hours and i’m trying to put my immense feelings on papers..and i failed…
Looking at the picture that took my breath away….
Reading the spilled words, feelings were stolen from me and i was hypnotised…
Literary paralysed and shaken…
Literary living in the wold of spirituality that i left long time ago…
Literary i’m living in my exile ….
Literary I’m seen…
I saw her Completing her process, and everything in me hold me back from keeping the secret inside me….
Everything in me, get angry of my “Shy” and shut my “Shyness” off and said the truth that I saw her soul!!
The first fear was the tear i was about to see…
The first “Freak out” was the face turing to red!
The pain was to hurt someone i care about?
I saw all those things and i felt the pain inside me!
I’ve heard the voice saying inside “Why did you so?”
I told her “ I’m sorry” I can’t help it?
and i should say that…
I should tell her
You have been seen
I Saw you!
13-4-2015