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marissa jenkins Dec 2016
Just gotta fix my eyes
and say amen
I'll speak life
and seek You again
First.
This is about picking myself up and putting God first.
i mean to offend no one by this. Just using freedom of speech. *insert totally innocent, angelic smile here ;)
marissa jenkins Dec 2016
Do you ever think about me?
Because I dream of all the things you said we'd be.
Daily, I cry over everything you said we'd do.
Truly, I was ready to live my life on the run with you.

I'd said it before.
told you, I wanted nothing more
than to be loved by you...
and all I wanted to do was
be your everything.
"girl of your dreams'
whatever that means.

Because I understand none of this
I don't get it, my life was so full of bliss
before you walked out the door.

Left the essence of you behind
now at night when i dream
we meet in my mind
and all the time
I wait until I'm alone to cry.
I wonder why
You left ME behind
Because you promised me
You would never leave.

My dear human diary...
Why did you make a promise
you couldn't keep?
This is a personal subject for me. It was difficult to share, as it is still very recent, and still hurts very much. I truly don't understand why he made a promise he couldn't keep. #love #heartbreak #pain #emotionaltorment

If this gets liked and shared, I'll post another one. This one is longer, so I'll probably have it in three parts when I post it up here(originally it was not made to be split). Thx for any support!!!!!
(I take this stuff to heart,k, I'm very emotional.)  #dealwithit  #suffermyadolescenthumor!
marissa jenkins Dec 2016
We all get addicted to something
that takes away the pain
but sometimes we don't see
we're playing a dangerous game
You go from strangers, to friends,
to more than friends, then strangers
But you felt so in love
you didn't see the hidden dangers
you got in over your head
and you're left wondering if it's over yet
that was an excerpt to a short poem. The rest isn't very long. If you want the rest, like and share this. I'll do my best to get back to it.
And I just want to say this one thing: anything I post here on this site is my poetry. It is very special to me , and i want others to read it. I recently got a suggestion to publish these very poems. I hope you will support me.
thank you to anyone who took the time to read this. I promise, I appreciate it, and any encouragement.
(btw, for my earlier poem "why", the line that read "breaking benjamin" was refering to a line in a rock song by the band [breaking benjamin]. The title of the song is evil angel. Just in case you were wondering.
As I hold your hand I look you in the eyes I kiss your gentle lips passionately holding hands together our hearts feeling utter love knowing true love as you lay your head against my chest I hold you tightly shield you from pain cuddle you and whisper the words into your ear your truly beautiful no other could ever be truly beautiful as you.
David P Carroll
Beauitful As You
You sit on my lap we hold hands I kiss you neck our hearts beating smiling together in love we are truly in love as we feel our hearts beating together in perfect harmony we kiss no sound only our hearts beating together in pure love I take your hands and hand you and red rose whisper into your ear I truly love you forever you shall always be beating inside my heart forever my one true love.
David P Carroll
Forever My One True Love
  Dec 2016 marissa jenkins
LovelyNelle
Awake. Not dreaming
Thinking & Creating.
Cold but warm hearted
By myself but never really alone

Created but I can be destroyed
Wounded but never broken
Changing to fit this world
But deep in my own
Thoughts...
Lord Jesus Christ chose her to truly love me in life knowing that she could only ever truly love me forever in my life her love is so true because she knows no other man deserves her true love other than me.
David P Carroll
She Loves Me
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