You don't stay when I'm sad
because I shouldn't be bringing you down.
I stay with you
as you threaten me with your life,
as you abuse me,
as you suffocate me with guilt,
because if I truly loved you then I would do everything for you.
I would drop everything I have,
risk my life,
when you wouldn't do the same.
You disguise your manipulative threats
so all I see is a tortured soul who needs a constant.
I'm drowning right now but you just let me.
I need someone to share my pain with.
Someone to love me
because I'm just as broken as you.