Disarray surrounds him
In his antiquatedâ¨fourth-floor dwelling
Sheets of music, tablature,
Scrolls of data, reports of minimal finance
In stacks upon chairs, teeter
Precariously like arched boulders
Along Cumberland Ridge
Papers shuffle through his hands,
Which long for a keyboard
Where he shuns distractions,
Intent to shareâ¨what flows from his passion
I rememberâ¨parishioners entering
St. Lukeâs enraptured by his piano hymns
As he praised his God
He formed his very own God,
Oneâ¨of tolerance, love and compassion
He wished for approval
For his playing, his thoughts,
His longings and lustsâ¨
So different from those
Lining rows of mahogany pews.
I wonder if he is happyâ¨
In his heavenly spotâ¨
Where friends adorned
In colored shorts and flowery shirtsâ¨
Play lyrics on golden stringsâ¨
And parade their adoration to God.
* for a friend who died of suicide