Even though you weren't in my life for the longest time
You taught me a lesson I'll remember for an eternity

I guess it's ok
That I spend the lowest points of my life
...High.

Do you want to hear the truth?
I still think about us
In fact I think about us everynight
You are constantly in my thoughts and my dreams
I'm obsessed with everything you're not
Yet I can't seem to imagine being with anyone else
What's worse is that If I had the chance to talk to you again
My body would beg for you but I would say
we aren't meant to be

I hope i cut so deep into that day
That it leaves a scar
And every year the date passes by
You think of me

Before I dose off to my slumber
I want to address your minds hunger
Before I give you food for your thought
Just keep in my mind what you learn is not always taught
Before I let you enter my endless train
I want you to know I went through a lot of pain
For you to understand by when I say
She changes like the week and it's day
Now let me tell you the secret to how to change
May your vision and thoughts have an endless range
So don't worry if you know you can't do it
Cause the ones who discourage you didn't go through it

It's that point that you just don't give a **** anymore
Cause you realized you spend your days wondering about someone
And they spend their days as if you never existed

I know you have ears
But when was the last time
You listened to music

Escapes my lips when I have nothing to say
Gives me compliments when I'm good at nothing else
Lifts me up when I'm down
Moves me when my heart is still
Loves me when no one does
And I love it back

you've got to find that groovy soft spot
with the space between
and listen and feel
the rhythm is in the spine
it moves ever outward, ebb and flow
now you have the spot.
now you slowly **** the groovy soft spot in the sound
take care to take your time
all in rhythm, with a slow crescendo
the flare will happen by itself.  properly invoked
let the river and sound
overtake and ground you
delivering the messenger
diving into the deep water
and breathing delight
sharing the light