I am not so into you, but there is something about you that I can’t resist neither say no.
I am uncertain but my heart says, I love you.
Once in a while you are good for me,
and for tonight you are all mine.
Just let me be, just this time.

I am not so into you, I think I am, maybe I am not but you are the kind that I can tolerate.

You sat for awhile on the horizon,
but then you vanish without saying a word.
Your light was gone, it was darkness on my sight and inside my world.

The moon came and touched my blind eyes.
Along with her stars, I opened my heart and realize.
You knocked on to my chained doors like a sunrise that destroyed the dawn.
Yet you walk away and vanish on the horizon like a sunset that dives unto oblivion.

You showed me everything when you held me with your light and warmed me up with your touch.
Now you left me in the darkness waiting in vain with your uncertain hush.

You are my love but I can’t just bear the blindness in me and dwell in the dark with your uncertainties.

You are my madness and can be my sadness, but I’ll be over you soon all for my sanity. ♥️

I couldn’t stop this madness about you,
but for the sake of my sanity I’ll take this as temporary.

You and your memories with me will stay beautiful in my thoughts and in my writing.
You are my muse and you are my love.
You will always be the greatest “Sun” to me.☀️

Until we meet again.

You are the Sun, my only beautiful sunrise.
Your light pierced through my clouded heart.
You never fail to keep it warm, fragile yet still beating.
Every beat speaks about you and I feel alive.
Always, you take my breath away. ☀️

Your radiance gives me a clearer sight of love.
A better glimpse of you, because you are my only one. ☀️

I love the sea,
I love the splashing sound of the waves,
I love how it becomes refreshing when it touches my feet.

I love the sea,
I don’t know how to swim at all.
It doesn’t matter if I fall,
down deep or just near the shore.

Can I tell you "I love you" everyday,
until it fades away?

I want my confession of love to be my closure,
but my anxious heart knows it is not the answer.
It may ruin the peace that I am building,
the peace that I deserve for my healing.

"I love you", Yes!
but I love myself more.
If I have to choose between saving us, our memories
and saving myself.
I will always choose me, Josephine Mary..