I will never be over you, and from now, every guy I meet will be meticulously compared to you. Unfortunately, none of them will be able to measure up to what you and I never had.

This wasn't supposed to hurt that much :(

He doesn't like me, he just pretends to because he needs something. He just talks to me because he has no one to talk to. I'm his last option. It's very obvious though, he looks at other girls intently and I know that look. He treats me like every other girl he meets. Yeah he's my friend ( I'm not even sure about that now ) but that's all it's going to be. He just gives me false hopes. He's just playing with me. He just enjoys watching me squirm and blush around him. I'm really trying to get him out of my head, but he's still in my heart, once something goes in my heart nothing can rip it out. I thought I just " liked " him, but no one has ever made me cry like that without doing anything at all. I just have to accept the fact that there wasn't an us and there will never be an us. That doesn't stop me from having a little faith in us. I'll just be waiting here, until you come to your senses and realize that I was there all along.

Always

White walls stand before me
the color of innocence
and insanity
Providing me with nightmares
that were once called memories
the screams are still there
it's all because of me
A perfect situation for someone who's
damaged mentally
patience, I wait for the white light to return
as I lie here on my own
White walls stand before me
I'm perfectly alone

I'd always fake a smile for you even though it hurts so much
I'd always do my best to be happy even though I've had enough
I'l try my best to hide the tears, I know I don't have the right
But who could keep a silent heart when it's always you I think of at night...

Have you ever loved someone so much it made you cry?