you never cared about me
you never wanted to be mine
you just dug a deep hole
stuck me there with all of your lies
made me feel miserable
unwanted, ugly, and used
can't believe i fell for it
it happens every time
this big heart i have
is nothing but a curse
love ruins my life
and makes me feel like i'm the worst
i can't think straight
funny how i can't even function
shaking uncontrollably
sweating profusely
not one good thought
flows through my head
only thinking that i wish i were dead
you make me feel like death
is the answer to my problems
it may sound dramatic
but i can't even breathe
what is this life
without the one you love
you said you needed me
you said you had love for me
but you treat me like i'm a pest
make me feel like i'm a bother
i'll just leave you be
it's clear i'm not wanted
it's clear you don't give a ****
i wish i could be like you instead
someone cold and wicked

Sometimes I feel like it's all too good to be true
Is our love real
Do you love me like I love you

Sometimes I think that we're in love with the thought
The thought that we could be something great
It's hard to tell when you're so far away

Risking it all to be with you is scaring me
The closer the time comes
The more I'm pushed into a world of skepticism

The worries flood my mind
And it's frightening to think I could be doing this all for nothing
Only to be left alone in the end

One of us has to take the plunge
To see if this is real
How will we ever know without any risk

Hoping and praying that our relationship works
That we will have a fighting chance
And live the life we've always wanted

I love you
I want you
Love me
And want me too

The sweet pineapple
I can taste upon her tongue
Not as sweet as what's below