I'm taking baby steps
Into something I don't know
I'm trying to take it slow
How would you feel if I ran;
Would you find yourself
Another plan?
Things take time
So I try to be careful
I don't want to hurt you
Isn't this responsible?

I'm trying to figure out
What I should do
Maybe I just need to miss you
I'm taking my time
So please,
Take it slow
Cause there's nowhere else
I want to go

How come I am so tired
Of everything around me
Everyone I know
Is pushing me too much
I don’t know how I can cope
With feeling this way
In all these situations
How long will I be exhausted
And tire of social parties
How long will this anxiety
Keep me from being myself?

I'm sorry
Is all that I can say
There is nothing that can take back
All the mistakes
And I would fix all that I've done
If I could start again
By doing you right from wrong
I will promise you that
I'll stay strong
I will give you love like never before
Cause now I'm craving more
I promise,
We'll turn this around

I feel the snow on my body
As I stare into the sun
Like a fresh breath of air
With rain on my face
You are all seasons at once
Like a storm you shook me
But kept my feet on the ground

To know that you're gone
Is suffering
It's slowly killing me
In ways I never imagined

To be apart from you
Is making me mad
And because of no sleep
My eyes will bleed
And therefore
My life will end

How come your arms are not around me
When my heart is longing for you
Why are you never around
When i need you by my side
I want to give myself to you
And you to never let me go
I need a sweet surrender
To know this is forever

Heres to you
The heartbreaker
You rip me up and pin me down
Then you leave me
And come back around
You play a game
That i would love to quit
But you always say
That i have to commit

Dear heartbreaker
What have i done
That i deserve this
While you're long gone
Dont you love me
Like you used to
I dont know
What you will do
You. You heartbreaker, you

I can smell fresh coffee
As I light my sigarette
It reminds me of you
This harsh mix of old and new
Still so fresh
And safe to know
It fills my lungs
And breaks me down
But I get up
It's over now

This is the time
To say goodbye
This time it wont hurt
To part our ways
This is not the time
To say we're sorry
Never has it felt better
Just to leave
Don't look back
Don't regret
Everything will be okay in the end

"Time heals all wounds" they say
But how come I am still hurting
After all those years of healing
Is it just a bad joke?
Is it just to keep you from losing hope?
I try to think bright
But the pain comes to mind
So I try not to feel
Myself I will conceal

Look how the stars shine for you
In all the things you do
There is magic in everything
Its all beauty from the beginning
This comes from the inside
And all your art is real
You make it all with feeling
Which gives it much more meaning

Close your eyes
Feel the heat
Sometimes it feels like someone
Took a knife and cut through my soul
I feel it burning in my skin
Rushing through my veins
Like toxic it burns
Shutting me down
Do you feel it now?

I just wanted to tell you
That it's not your fault
It's not even mine
It's a matter of heart
You can't control it with your mind
You talk about deciding
As if I should know
Why do you do that?
I have no place to go

We are not dead yet
Even if it feels so
I cannot breathe
My lungs are collapsing
When will this be over

We are not dead yet
Even if you think so
I cannot think clear
My mind is racing
Is it over soon?

We are not dead yet
As you can see
My pulse is slowing down
I shed a little tear
Now it is over- i am free

Why is it that birds live so freely
Why do roses smell so good
Why do swans only have one partner
Why are children so happy
When we live inside a cage we cannot see?

As my tears fall down
My pillow gets wet
I think about you and try to remember
the lines on your face
The smell and touch of your hands
As you slightly move along my skin
Why did you just waste it
Like it meant nothing more to you then a sad song
When you're happy

I see it in your eyes
And in the way you speak
I see it in your tears
When your feelings make you weak
I dont know where we're going
But I know this much is true
I dont want to go anywhere
Without you

Anywhere
It doesn't matter
As long as I'm with you
I want to see the world
Through your eyes
And through your hugs

I want to be a part of
Everything you do
'Cause I can't be alone
I want to stay with you

You make me write my pens dry
There's nothing else
To write about
I think of how you
Made me smile
Each hour of the day
I remember how you
Made me cry
Once in a while
As time went by
I think of what you put me through
With you I'll write my pens dry

Summer looks like you
Your smell is like spring
I breathe you in
And let you under my skin
Your softness like winter
Like fall your every feeling
By everything I'm seeing
You are the perfect human being

As I gaze into your eyes
I see the sun rising
You hide behind the clouds
The sky shows your every feeling
I get lost in them
Your eyes
You brighten up my day
Like the moon lights up the sky
I wish I could call you mine
Forever mine
Forever thine

Your eyes
Make me weak
Your eyes
Make me scared to tell the truth
Your eyes
Can bring me to my knees
I don't know why
Baby, your eyes
Are the window to your soul
If I fail to see the truth
Your eyes
Tell me everything
I need to know