Isn't it sad
If I want to hear I love you
It has to be in my head
Isn't it sad
If I want to read something nice from you
It has to be a few weeks back
You said I was you're everything
You promised me you'd stay
But I guess when it comes to it
You just didn't want me anyway
Isn't it sad how your words were just words
How I still love you even after all you've done?
I keep getting pushed away
But I always run back one day
Did I even matter?
How could you just leave it all behind?
Act like I don't exist
It's making me lose my ******* mind
Isn't it sad
I know now
The only thing that'll make you happy
Is if I'm down

What if I left tonight my dear?
I doubt you would care
But you'd grin ear to ear
Would my dying soul be enough to show my worthy?
Or do I need to go to hell and back
Just to get you to notice what I do
I gave you my everything
Everything that I had
My heart and my breath
But you left me for as good as dead
I tried my hardest
My hardest I tried
But bottom line
You left and I cried
I spend my nights alone and cold
Hoping for relief yet none comes
Just darkness and despair
My last gasp for breath echoing in the air
This is my last gift, my last chance to prove my worthiness.
Take my life, and run with it.

I gave you everything
You gave me nothing
I wasn't good enough
There was always something to complain about
You pointed out my flaws
But I loved every single one of yours
Even the ones
that liked to hurt me
I was sad and I was happy
I tried to please you every day
But in that final moment
Well you left and never came back that day
And I realized nothing that I did
Could ever make you stay
You were searching for perfection
And I fell too short as always