Independence
I need to go,
somewhere you do not know,
I need to cry,
but... I just want to die,
I'm folding my brain,
My heart aches with pain,
And god do I feel so insane,
I'm slowly drowning,
suffocating and strained,
because you bring me CLOSER,
and then you PUSH me away,
YOU know that you,
have NEVER been so 'VAIN'
You're stabbing my feelings,
again and again,
You're twisting my head,
I feel like a slaughtered hen,
Do you want me to struggle,
or do you want me to fly,
because right now,
I just want to get high,
I want to drown my feelings away,
so you cannot hurt them,
and I can't go insane?!
You are fing with them,
You've fed up my head,
Never in my LIFE
have I wanted to be so DEAD,
I want to go,
even though you know,
I'M the ONE that helped YOU out,
but you don't APPRECIATE that,
so...
if you did you know you wouldn't even think twice about it,
I'd die for you,
but you don't hear ****t about it,
You're playing with the fool,
and rolling the dice,
and you can't see it,
because you don't BELIEVE it!
but I don't even blame you,
Because I always blame me...
It is always my fault,
Don't matter if you don't say it,
Because I can hear your judgmental thoughts,
You have made it obvious,
that you are oblivious,
and if you LOSE me,
Just take it as a COMPLIMENT,
you did a great job,
cos now I'm INTELLIGENT
I'm not stupid to any LIES,
I'm not friendly with any FLIES,
because I see it all in their EYES...
For I am independent,
You should be proud now,
because you always tell me to GROW UP,
To stop being CHILDISH,
even though you are the one whose smiling,
Well you can go and help yourself,
Because I've helped you out enough,
and by the look of it,
I HELPED too much!
I don't care what you say
move out of my way,
You want me to grow up?
Okay..
Bye bye,
I'll be just right.
By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged 14
~Peace~