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May 2015 · 463
Chaos
Chaos
There is a sound in here that is near to often,
I'm left hoping that the raged voices will soften,
In here is a tendency to bickering,
leaving my eyelids tense and flickering,

At the end of the dispute I quiver and tremble,
the dominance of silence feels like the air is wearing a suit,
leaving me submissive and humble,

and when the air is finally clear I feel delight,
no more do my senses smell a fight,
but now the surroundings are beautified,
although I have won nothing I have accomplished peace,
leaving me slightly glorified with a chance to breathe,

I do hate these moments of brevity,
caused by stress and angry sensitivity,
now that peace is cement I should celebrate the unexpected and meant,
and I shall keep changing the versatile atmosphere in here,
the end of quarrels and chaos is near.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
2015
April 30th; Thursday.
By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Feb 2015 · 6.0k
Asshole
*******

Never date an *******,
their attitudes stink,
his neighbour is nuts,
and he pees in his sink,

His hair is always a mess,
and he struggles with cleanliness,
and sometimes they're completely hairless,

Never date an *******, He'll think you're a ****, and this thought he has of you will stick,
Never date an ******* you *******.

Lol just kidding peace<3 haha
:*
By Larna Kira Kourtis
Jan 2015 · 2.4k
My Suppressed Anger
My Suppressed Anger

I hold it all in,
everything they've said,
I mold it all in,
inside of my head,

We all go through it,
me and you,
Yes you've all been,
in my shoes,

I don't want to listen to what others have to say,
I wake up thinking negatively every day,
I care about those that feel like me,
I think I can help but then I realise their not as ****** up as me,

I sit in my awkward posture,
here I am,
corner of the sofa,
once again
same place every time,
thinking of words with paper cuts and pens,
with a mouth jibbering like I just ate a lime,

I'm not good and I'm not fine,
and if I say I am then I am lying,
I'm not happy and I'm not free,
not as free as I'd like to be,

When I'm in a group of people I'm not shy,
but I'm not charismatic either or sly,
I don't always show my emotions but I don't always hide,
Although I suppress all of my anger inside,

I don't want you to deal with my feelings,
I don't want you to tell me how to get by,
I don't want you to tell me I'm a human being,
sometimes I want to die,

But you can't help me when I'm down,
the most you'll get from me is a smile or a frown,

Even though I'm not happy like you,
I can pretend,
a little false smile,
just for a while,
I'll think of the good times in that split second,
and reminisce in memories that have come to an end,

I can be anybody for a day,
but I'll just be me,
once you go away,

I'll just sit there like a lazy bear,
hibernating like a rabbit,
I don't give myself any care,
but staring at my spots became a habit,

I don't like to attention seek,
but I don't mind sharing in an artistic form the secrets I keep,

Well I'd like to speak to a person who cares,
But I've not found that person just yet,

So I'll just learn how to draw manga,
listen to depressing *** music
and write a poem about my suppressed anger.

14/01/15
~Peace~
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose

© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 2015 · 399
It's About You
It's About You

You give me false hope and lead me to a fantasy world,
You don't understand how hard you make it for me to cope,

You give me promises that you never keep,
You leave me to be alone and weep,
I'm starting to feel sick,
I'm melting away like a the wax on a candlestick,

I can't save you from yourself,
considering I am a danger to myself,
I wouldn't know what to say,
Wouldn't know what corner to lead you too,
I just end up begging you to stay,

But my heart once again has been lead astray,
because you can't see what is in my way,
You take all your anger out on me and you catch my soul,
Sometimes you make me feel like a fking rag doll,

I hope for the truth in you, only to find lies,
once again my conscience is being chased by flies,
I only have one question to myself,
Why have I let you get this far,
you only flash water on my inner star,
Sometimes I wonder who you are,

You hide behind the oak cracks of time,
like a trickster you tempt me into your world of fresh wood and pine,
It could be days or weeks and you will still manage to poison my mind,

I don't know what to do,
I just want to bite you,
until your blood drips, and then feed it to you,
You have no idea how much I want to drain you,

Because all of this you do to me,
It's my turn baby,
to torture you,
let's see how long you see through,
You think you know it all,
In my sweetest bitterness of words baby,
you don't have a f
king clue,

Now read my words my poisonous prince,
and know that it's about you.

13/01/15
~Peace~
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose

© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 2015 · 441
I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry

It seems like our arguments are never-ending,
you don't seem to think that I have a right or an opinion,

I was all-out for you, I did so fcking much for you,
but you don't even know, infact you don't have a clue,
how much you hurt me and yet I still loved you,

I'm sorry that you make me cry,
I'm sorry that I'm honest and I see through your lies,
I'm sorry that I try,
I'm sorry that for us, we are lost in time,

I only wish that you could see,
how much you mind-f
cked me,
I'm sorry I'm not accepted by your family,
and mine gave you food and a place to sleep,

I'm so very sorry that I'm not like her,
I'm not a sheep.

10/01/15
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose

© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 2015 · 467
Under His Breath
Under His Breath

In my dreams we have true romance,
with souls intertwined we are holding hands,
you say beautiful things to me and you listen and understand,

In real life around you I am happy,
even when I feel irritated and snappy,

You make me giggle,
and it feels like you're my best friend,
but I am so afraid that our friendship may come to an end,

I beat myself up in my head, tell myself that I wish I was dead,
but he reassures me in a magical way,
I'm only left here to be patient and wait,

I'm holding my heart,
been doing so from the start,
and I will wait till my death,
just to be under his breath.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
06/01/15
~Peace~
By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 2015 · 422
Listen To My Tears
Listen To My Tears

These tears of a million pieces are drowning in your arms,
these tears have a million memories,
save me from self-harm,

This shadow that follows me,
never smiles, no, but I can try but I won't,
because it doesn't feel right,

Because these tears are all I have in me,
every negative thought I have somehow finds me,
It's hard to carry on hiding,
these tears are blinding,

So dissapear, I say this to myself,
I cannot take another long glance at myself,
This poison under my skin,
is the first reason for my bleeding,

Yet my heart keeps beating,
and these tears hoard the feelings,
the ones that I like to hide from you,

All I want to say is I'm sorry,
sorry for hurting me,
I am the one, I betray myself,
and I am my own personal bully,

My number one enemy, it's me thats hurting,
I wish you could see what is happening to me,
this pain is unreal and it makes me peal,
every flaw off of me,
I don't want to hurt me anymore...

That's why I stare at you,
waiting for you to notice more,
and I adore everyone, I truly love you all,
It's me I hated all along... and afterall,
I am so hateful to myself, I can't wait,

To love, to feel like hope is here,
like it's all crystal clear,
But first you need to hear,
Listen to my tears.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
06/01/15
~Peace~
By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 2015 · 740
Where Did We Go Wrong?
Where Did We Go Wrong?

When I was born my mother had to be strong to bring me into the world,
the same goes for everyone who has been born into the world,

But where did we go wrong?
Was it the politics, the corruption?
I was taught to be strong, brought into a world that only made me weak,
everyday I fall to my knees,

Where did we go wrong?
Was it the animals we've killed against their will?
Where did we go wrong?
Was it the pollution in the air, the fact that our government do not care?

Where did we go wrong?
Was it the war? Or the fact that we know there will be more?
Was it when we let the blood into the ocean, was it the trees we've chopped for money?

Was it religion, the conspiracies?
Was it colour, race or disorder? The army's and their harsh orders?
Where did we go wrong? Please do tell me,
I'd really like to know,

Where did we go wrong?
Was it the suicide from all of the children that cried inside,
where did we go wrong?
Was it the anger? The frustration, the controlling manipulation,

Where did we go wrong? Was it everything we've ever done?
Was it the crime or the law, was it the dead birds that fell from the heavens to the floor, was it us? Is it our fault?

And if I go to hell,
I will not blame me I will blame this cruel world,
Where did we go wrong?!
Why won't you tell me,

Oh how do I carry on,
why can't you tell me how to be strong?
How to move on away from the unanswered question,
Where did we go wrong?

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose.
06/01/15
~Peace~
By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Dec 2014 · 2.4k
Philanthropist
Philanthropist.

She is a philanthropist,
as simple as it's said,
a considerate individual,
with a passion that is colored red,

A charitable giver,
for those who are in need,
a positive entertainer,
and a creative brain inside her head,

There is no other word for it,
it is really what it says,
A cheerful philanthropist,
Living up her endless days,

To all those who aren't balanced,
she fixes up the scales,
To all the propaganda,
she gives truth to all the tales,

Though she is aware,
that with all the gifts she gives,
she doesn't get much in return,
She will continue bringing back the peace,
simply hoping the human race may learn,

Giving is a gift,
of an angelic sort,
and to give this gift,
Is a caring thought,

So if you give more than you get,
but you give to those in need,
know that you are a philanthropist,
and your care could of fed a hungry child,
And you will help clear the world of greed.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged 14
~Peace~
By LkSkyFlyRose*

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Should Have Never Met From The Start

Being without you makes me feel like a baby
But bottles and milk doesn't wake me up daily
I wanna hug you and never let go
But I ain't got your love now so I'll never know
I am going down to the most hurt part of my heart,
And what's hurting the most is knowing that we're apart
You should have talked to me because then I wouldn't of said those mean words
And now I just feel like an idiot
But you made your choice and now we're apart
Too many times have we made a new start
But now I'm all alone And even though it's still warm I feel the coldness of the snow,
I should have never met you because then right now I'd be okay
Instead of heart broken so desperate that I'll pray,
I wish you knew how much love I meant to give to you
But you refused it and now I'm broken and feel like a ghost
Just a memory at least hopefully I'd be
Not just a girl you met that you clearly don't want to see
I do not think you realize how much this affected me,
I fell so **** hard to the ground for you
But you clearly didn't fall for me
Because I give away the game too much
I just beg too much
I'm not a player but indeed you are
I'm just always bowing to my knees
and ******* do I feel weak
And now I feel naked,
Because I am a painting on the galleries
Waiting again to be ripped apart
I didn't want to see us apart
but as the clouds depart I realize that
We should have never met from the start
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Nov 2014 · 1.7k
Validation
Validation

I am so grateful for she has contacted me,
almost as if it was fated to be,
she has told me everything
that I needed to know,

She sure has a light in her as bright as the snow,
it's nice to know she's honest,
that side has shown,

Now I know how he really feels,
and I just know,
that it must be real,

I no longer feel sad,
for I am so glad...

Clarification came upon the exaggerations,
and now I have reached complete validation.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged 14
~Peace~

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Oct 2014 · 433
The Killing Instinct
The Killing Instinct

This urge you get,
The purge, you sweat...
brings out the smell of shameful hell,

We all have the instinct to ****,
We choose not to in this world of will,

If somebody you hated,
Mentally displaced,
and darkly fated,
was beating you down,
the killing instinct tells you,
shove their heads in the toilet and let them drown,

You smile and you laugh,
You cry in your bath,
with a real frown, and a horned crown,

Yet after death this world proceeds,
and the families affected by death,
fall to their knees, weeps,

You die and they cry,
but in the end your soul will fly,
find another body to fit....
and it carries on...
This, Killing Instinct.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged 14
Peace<3~
Oct 2014 · 403
Patient
Patient

As I wait in my own arms,
I think about your old charm,
I understand we have separate paths,
But I keep on dwelling on the past,
It seems to me that we had such short time,
It suddenly went by...Fast,

And sometimes I just cry inside,
while others around me see my best fake smile,
I try so hard to bang my chest,
And make it look like I'm fine, I'm the best,

Whats strange to me,
Whats on my mind,
Is how I managed to forgive all those lies,
and others around me cared too much,
too...Involved,

But in a sense I have evolved,
The memories,
The times that I had looked you in the eyes,
And you'd roll my hands in yours,
I'd say you're my rock 'n' roll,
You said never let me go...
And with a kiss of course we'd drift,
Like a dramatic film,
We would mess around with lyrics in a song,
You said forever and always...
I said always and forever...
And to this day,
Though you are gone away,
I can't forgive thee...
Because they stole the we in me...

So I just silently wait...
Even though they say never again,
It is such a shame...
Patient.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged 14
Peace<3~
Oct 2014 · 554
Victory's On The Other Side
Victory's On The Other Side

Are you tired of living in the hood?
Looking around only to see this "flawless" generation getting up to no good?
Are you tired of losing?
Have you been betrayed?
Do you have bags under your eyes because you stay up too late?

Well I tell you this, I do,
I have got a lot on my plate just like you,
Do not judge what your eyes perceive,
No one wants to be judged,
Certainly not me,

Because when you look around,
What do you SEE?
Do you see love? A lot of nature? Trees?
OPEN YOUR EYES and your ears,
You need to listen, You need to hear...

I'm simply a messenger,
I am not god,
But this world is turning into an illusion that cannot be solved,
We no longer live in harmony,
That is not what I see when I look around me,

I do not want this earth to die,
She is my mother,
yours too and yet you people don't even try,

All of you lost children out there,
Stop saying "Live fast, Die young",
That is a mask, a disguise,
You're trying to hide this horrible truth,
Covered by the medias lies,

But if you do not face it,
No one else will do it for you!...

Our world is dying,
and while you're having a good time dining,
I sit up at night crying,

Because I remember when people had HOPE!
They didn't -GIVE UP- and they'd simply DEVOTE,

The air is filled with car fuels and man-made chemicals,
The trees are being chopped everyday made into money,
BUT WE LOSE!
Because those trees are our filters,
As important as our lungs,
But all you people care about is your money and your guns!!!

I want children,
And so will mine,
I want them to be able to breathe and be happy,
In a world that is fine,

Nowadays children are robots to the system,
Controlled by the media,
and placed in their positions,
Goggle eye'd to their television,
Stuck in a generation growing up too fast,
Only to find that WE are not going to LAST,

We're breathing in dirt,
Everyday,
The moon is drifting further away,

And YOU government, YES YOU,
have the gut to say,
"Why are so many kids today committing suicide" !!!!
WELL MAYBE it's because,
They believe...
Victory is on the other side.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
aged 14
Peace<3~
Oct 2014 · 789
I Smiled For You
I Smiled For You

You're just another one,
another one of them guys,
You just want to hurt me or you don't realize,
It doesn't take a blind girl to see through your lies,

I hurt myself for you,
I cried my tears for you,

You cut my heart open with the sharpest knife,
I bled and fell into my pool of blood,
You tripped me over,
I had to force myself to stand right up

Now my arm is burning,
just like fire,
and all my years are yearning,
Go AWAY
but don't leave me...
I want to **** you right now,
But instead I turn against myself,

The alcohol in you clearly hasn't dried out,
because you are so drunk, consciously in and out,
and you leave me,
hanging... dripping with doubt,
My heart has turned inside-out,

I hurt myself for you,
I cried my tears for you,
and now..
and now..

I WANT TO FORGET
EVERY LONE MOMENT,
I WANT TO FORGET
THE TIMES I SMILED FOR YOU!

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged 14
Peace<3~
Oct 2014 · 686
Sleepless
Sleepless

Slowly swinging one side,
No this side now, On my bed,
Twirling, twisting like the inside of my head,
No air, Pressure, smokey lungs,
Nothing good for me for breakfast,
Just chocolate chipped buns,

Looking outside the wind is wild,
the clouds look rainy, grey and mild,

Your pit bull of an ego mauled my heart,
and now I am left with ever lasting scars,

I try to make my wishes with prayers and stars,
and ritualistic voices giving me numbers from four to one,
In these empty skies there is no sun,
Just little girls like me searching for one,

And as they blow around,
These city leaves,
I realize I still haven't had any ******* sleep.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged: 14
Peace<3~
Oct 2014 · 850
Victory's On The Other Side
Are you tired of living in the hood?
Looking around only to see this "flawless" generation getting up to no good?
Are you tired of losing?
Have you been betrayed?
Have you got bags under your eyes because you stay up too late?
Well I tell you this, I do,
I've got a lot on my plate,
Just like you,

Do not judge what your eyes perceive,
No one wants to be judged, certainly not me,
Cos when you look around what do you see?
Do you see love? Nature? Trees?
OPEN YOUR EYES and your ears,
You need to listen, you need to hear,
I am simply a messenger,
I am not GOD,
But this world's turning into an illusion that cannot be solved,

We no longer live in harmony,
That is not what I see when I look around me,

I do not want this earth to die,
She is my mother,
Yours too and yet you peoplr don't even try,

All of you "lost" children out there,
STOP SAYING "Live fast, Die young"
Thats a disguise,
Your trying to hide this horrible truth that has arised,
But if you don't face it!
No one will do it for you!

Our world is dying and while your having a good time dining,
I sit up at night crying,

Because I remember when people had hope,
They didn't give up and they'd simply devote,

The air is filled with car fuels and man-made chemicals,
The trees are chopped made into money,
But we lose because those trees are our filters,
As important as our lungs,
But all you people care about is yout money and your guns,

I want children and so will mine,
I wish they'll be able to breathe in a world that is FINE,

Nowadays children are robots to the system,
Controlled by the media and placed in their position,
Goggle eye'd to the television,
Stuck in a generation growing up too fast,
Only to notice that we're not gonna last,

We're breathing in dirt every day,
The moon is drifting further away,
As for the chemtrails they spray and spray,

And YOU governments sit and have the guts to say,
"Why are so many children today comitting suicide?"
Well MAYBE its because they believe,
Victory's on the other side.


By Larna Kourtis
Aged 14
Peace. ***
Oct 2014 · 735
Where Shadows Never Fall
Where Shadows Never Fall

  Through the door to madness,
  A girl sits at her desk with open hands,
with the bulb as her witness,
On the ceiling it hangs,

While the girl sits wondering,
"What am I to do"
She hears a voice in her head mumbling,
"It's Right in front of you",

So she opens the first page of her little empty book,
and picks her favorite pen,
She writes about old fashioned dispute against the raging men,

She mesmerizes of a time of war and despair,
and with emotions that hang on,
she knows she was once there,

For these spaced memories are riddled inside her head,
She remembers seeing her body,
Her soul hovering over just to see,
that her body was dead,

As she writes she reminisces of a time she was flying in the hallows,
surrounded by spirits of all,
Lurking around where shadows never fall.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
AKA: LkSkyFlyRose
Aged 14

2014
October 11th
Saturday
Written by Larna Kira Kourtis or should I say;Written by a ****** girl haha ';)
Oct 2014 · 815
Death Survived
In the shadows hides his weapon,
In the shadows he's nothing more than a long black hooded cape,
Kids walk by convinced that their imagination is playing scary games,

But when all is lost and death dwells near,
Shaking old men do fear,

Waiting for the sirens of death to ring,
And the puppets of war to get pulled by their strings,

When the city and it's people with it have died,
It's interesting to know that,
Death survived.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
AKA: LkSkyFlyRose
Aged: 14

2014
~5th October~
Thanks for reading :)
Oct 2014 · 489
Time Is Ticking
I sit patiently while my life ticks by,
It's almost like I've been in a waiting room for my whole life,
It is my fault,
No one else's but mine,

You see me as a victim to time,
Because I've just been staring at the clock waiting for my life to fly by,
I wanted to grow up too fast,
And now I see my childhood is going past,

All the time that I look at my reflection,
The more I don't recognize the person staring back at me,
I'm getting older, changing by the days,
I'm just left wondering what has happened to me,
And I wish and wish hopelessly,
that someday maybe I'll be able to just be....
Cause' time is ticking and it's chasing me.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
AKA:LkSkyFlyRose
Aged: 14

2014
~5th October~
thanks for reading! :)
Jul 2014 · 4.2k
Perfect Imperfection
Perfect Imperfection

My eyes are brown and big,
But darker than a twig,
My nose is flexible,
But it goes red in the cold,
My skin is sweet and gold,
But I've got spots and moles,

My lips are soft,
Like a rose~
but scarred at the left side,
I used to want to hide,
because I felt so ugly,
on the outside,
but I knew inside I was a perfect imperfection,

My anger is just !toxic,!,
Like a snake with venom,
and I tried to bleach my acne,
With CUCUMBER and LEMON,

I put on too much make-up,
Because I saw IMPERFECTION,
I thought I wasn't worth it,

Anything GOOD would throw me DOWN,
I was so NEGATIVE,
like a crying CLOWN,

But things are getting better now,
because I see how,
I've got perfect imperfections,
and everyone can see me smile,
But I am only human,
So I'll cry every once in a while,
even when I feel truly happy,
And wilder than the wild.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged 14
~Peace~
Independence

I need to go,
somewhere you do not know,
I need to cry,
but... I just want to die,
I'm folding my brain,
My heart aches with pain,
And god do I feel so insane,
I'm slowly drowning,
suffocating and strained,

because you bring me CLOSER,
and then you PUSH me away,
YOU know that you,
have NEVER been so 'VAIN'

You're stabbing my feelings,
again and again,
You're twisting my head,
I feel like a slaughtered hen,

Do you want me to struggle,
or do you want me to fly,
because right now,
I just want to get high,
I want to drown my feelings away,
so you cannot hurt them,
and I can't go insane?!

You are fing with them,
You've f
ed up my head,
Never in my LIFE
have I wanted to be so DEAD,

I want to go,
even though you know,
I'M the ONE that helped YOU out,
but you don't APPRECIATE that,
so...
if you did you know you wouldn't even think twice about it,
I'd die for you,
but you don't hear ****t about it,

You're playing with the fool,
and rolling the dice,
and you can't see it,
because you don't BELIEVE it!
but I don't even blame you,
Because I always blame me...
It is always my fault,
Don't matter if you don't say it,
Because I can hear your judgmental thoughts,

You have made it obvious,
that you are oblivious,
and if you LOSE me,
Just take it as a COMPLIMENT,
you did a great job,
cos now I'm INTELLIGENT
I'm not stupid to any LIES,
I'm not friendly with any FLIES,
because I see it all in their EYES...

For I am independent,
You should be proud now,
because you always tell me to GROW UP,
To stop being CHILDISH,
even though you are the one whose smiling,
Well you can go and help yourself,
Because I've helped you out enough,
and by the look of it,
I HELPED too much!
I don't care what you say

move out of my way,
You want me to grow up?
Okay..
Bye bye,
I'll be just right.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged 14
~Peace~
Jul 2014 · 285
Times Wants To Hurt
Time Wants To Hurt

Why does time always bring me the same cycles,
why does time always bring hurtful things to say,
why does life always bring me
old beginnings,
why do the same people always get in my way?
I just want to say,
I need to find some place to stay,
Somewhere far, far away,
for times always hurts me,
every single day,

I need to find a place,
somewhere time cannot chase....

Because time wants to see me cry,
and Life wants to see me die,
So I wonder,
why am I still alive....?

Time seems to want to hurt...hurt..
everyone..
and every part of me seems to be,
keen...
to pull me down and let my knees,
bleed...

I will never be the same..
and I just wanted to change,
because time is always pulling me back,
back into the dark memories,
back into the bad side of me,
that is why,
time wants to hurt...
Me.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
aged 14
~Peace~
~Out~
Jul 2014 · 279
Finding Our Souls
Finding Our Souls

Will you let me go when it is my time to go?
You know when I'm inside
my shell where I hide,
but I just want to know,..
Will you try to stop it when I die?

When it's my time to fly,
You know I'll go higher than the sky,
but you know if you let me go,
your letting me fall....

For I will not grip on,
because once the lava's below,
I'm letting go...
and I will burn in the fiery water you know,
that for me,
baby,
will you let me go?

So then I can let it all out,
and let all my insides turn inside out,
For I am already burnt out,
and my soul needs to be let out,

So will you let me go?
when it is my time to go?
and baby honey,
and I hope,
That we will find..
Eachothers souls.


By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged 14
~Peace~
Mar 2014 · 388
Time's Up
Time's Up

What if I destroy myself into oblivion,
Would that amuse you?
Would you be the one with the gun?

What if I disarm myself on purpose,
Just to amuse everyone of my guts,
What if I slice a knife right through my heart,
Would you take a picture of that and display it as art,

Should I just risk my life to end it,
Wouldn't you think that's fun,
So mind-bending,

You can try to fk me over or **** my brains,
I will never disown her,
Oh dear the dolly breaks,

Time is over,
I'm a think on a f
ker,
Getting older,

Don't they think I'm so innocent,
They can only see that side of me,
Think I'm pretty, I'm ugly,

Don't you think that's what you,
Think of me,

I'm crazy won't go near you so I'm 'hazy',
I'm not ***** for you, Disrespect,

I'm not gonna change for anyone,
Really don't care what you think,
of that,
Times over,

You're upstuck,
I'm just stuck,
Probably need some better luck,
Crazy sucker,

Time's up!

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged:13.. well 14 in a few days lol..
~Peace~

By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Feb 2014 · 600
The Forbidden Tree
The Forbidden Tree
No one could eat from the forbidden tree,
Not even adam,
Not even eve,

Maybe the fruit was rotten and cold,
Therefore became alcohol,

No one could eat it or they'd become 'wise'
beyond belief,
no they couldn't even pick off a leaf,

Drunken is what they'd become,
They didn't understand it so it was frowned upon,
Unnatural was it to be in a state,

Where nothing else possessed you but high doses of love or hate,
Yes no one could eat it,
Not even thee,

From the fruitful ancient,
Forbidden tree.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged: 13 & A Quarter
~Peace'N'Love~
By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Feb 2014 · 307
My Lost Love
My Lost Love
I lost my love in sweet paradise,
If you leave me again,
then you've left me twice,

If you walk out on me,
You have rolled the dice,

I lost my love again,
in sweet paradise,

Oh when I had you here,
By my side,
Oh baby I've got to say it was so right,
Felt so nice,

That was back in spring and now it's spring again,
and birds tweet love songs every now and then,

They have their lovers by their side,
I've only got my lost love on my mind,

Now my heads filled with agony,
waiting for the time,
You come back to me.


By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged: 13 & A Quarter
~Peace'N'Love~
By LkSkyFlyRose
© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
My friend is mad, but also sad,
and often thinks he's been bad,

He seems to think he shouldn't blink,
therefor never cries,

But still and sure he always tries,
to find the best and bangs his chest,
to show some dominance,

My friend is mentally bent,
But still I love him,
For being there as,

My friend.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose

Aged: 13 & A Quarter.

~Peace~
By LkSkyFlyRose
© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Feb 2014 · 508
I Cut The Chains
I didn't want to upset you or make you feel unwanted,
But I need to be alone,

In order to grow,

Thank you darling,
for setting me free,
When there was nothing else,
Left for me,

And I feel like a bird flying away,
hopefully to a better place,

I hope life treats you well,
And I hope you feel the same as well,

Lets be friends and just enjoy our lives,
Because before we know it we won't be alive,

I'm just gonna respect you as a friend,
And gonna wish it well,
Up right to the end,

I love you that is true,
I never lied when I told that to you,

I'll always remember you,
And I hope you'll remember me too,

This ain't goodbye,
This is just life,
This is my time,
My turn to be right,

Independence is what I need,
To be strong now,

But I love you I truly do,
And I promise I never lied once to you,

I won't always feel this way,
But that's okay,
I cut the chains.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged:13 & A Qauter
By LkSkyFlyRose
© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Feb 2014 · 589
Mental Monster (Dark Poem)
Mental Monster

Grab a knife,
Take my life,
Slice me up,
Slice me down,
Killing me with the crown,
I want to feed,
I need to bleed,
Let me drain myself,
I want to breathe, Let me breathe,
Let me suffocate,
I want to feed I need to bleed,
Don't make me plead,
I've been a good girl,
Search it on google,
I've been a bad girl, No just a mad girl,
I've been hazy,
and constantly crazy,
I've been obsessed,
Used and depressed,
I got undressed,
And let myself dance,
Right in the moment,
I fell unconscious,
Imagination,
is concentration,
I want to stab it,
I need to have it,
Immortal life,
Isn't what I want,
I'm not a vampire,
Who wants to live for that long?,
I'm a mental monster,
Look at my face,
I'm a disgrace,
Look at my face,
I'm a disgrace,
I'm a mental monster,
A flower bloomed,
A rose that melted,
And bled,
I'm only young,
And already done,
So hurt me,
I won't care,
I'll just wait,
And sit there,
Cos I know now,
God don't like me,
Doesn't love me,
And doesn't care,
I'm just a monster,
A mental monster,
I'm just a little girl,
With black hair.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged:13&Aqauter.;
~Peace~

By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 2014 · 654
I Will Laugh At Death
I may just fall asleep into my,
Sweet death,

Kiss me on the cheek and free me,
of all debts,
Maybe I owe something to the heavens,

Space and time,
always on my mind,

Nothing can cure me more,
Than my bitter medicine,

Nothing scares me more than being blind,
Although I've been blind a lot to my,
Own kind,

I stick up for the ones who,
F*ck my mind,

Forgiving to the ones that **** me inside,
Scared of my own suicide,

Driven by the hormones that I find,

I'm scared to pull the trigger,
But not to get shot,

Becoming something,
That I'm not,

Love is funny but it sure as hell ain't money,
and I regret to say that money makes the world go round,

And when I fall and hit the ground it will be me who's laughing now,
I will laugh death,
In the face,

When it takes me away to a new place,
I won't care where it takes me,
I will just sit and stare,

I will laugh at death.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged: 13 & A Quarter

~Peace~

By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 2014 · 1.8k
I'll Believe
I'll Believe

When I doubt everything that I do,
Even when I cry don't want to shed a tear for you,
When I'm walking and all I think about is you,
I take a step back just to realise,
I'll believe when I have coloured in my wings,
I'll believe when I finally get something,
That can take away my doubtfulness,
And hopefully repay with some kind of happiness,
I'll believe when I have got my head back in the clouds,
Without having to be so blind,
I'll believe when I have done something,
And I don't ever wanna turn back time,
I need no regrets,
And a little bit of confidence,
To see through your lies,
Without being so hurt,
I just need some time,
Time is a thought of mine..

I'll be good if I can hold your hand,
I'll believe if someone makes a stand,
About how things have gone so ever wrong,
And how they can help us all to hold hands and just be strong,
I'll even believe in god one day,
If he really is the man they say,
The one that cares so much about us,
But never seems to show his face,

I'll believe when the sunrise is beautiful,
And doesn't make me cry,
Because I see the sadness in the sky,
When god is happy I can fly,

Will I ever,
Find the time,
To be just alright,
Will I ever,
Give up on these tears,
Or will they haunt me for all my years,

I'll believe when flowers start to bloom,
And nothing ever gets lost by a boom,
I see, Nothing but death around me,
And suffering and people trying,

That's why I'll only ever believe when I see the change for myself,
When the gods come and help us out,
When theres no more suffering,
And more of that loving,

Oh, whatever happened we was once a peaceful world,
I've lived many lives to say so,
Big birds and beautiful creatures,
That today we all treat like such a shame,
When really there the only thing we have left to say,

I'll believe.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged 13 & a quarter
~Peace~

By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 2014 · 755
Indulge With Me
Indulge With Me
Indulge With Me

Let me breathe in your soul
let me be stronger now

I got to a point where I was too weak
I needed a push and a tweak

Let me mold into you
let me have all of you

Let me know that you love me too
free me when I'm not holding you

don't break my heart
fix it for me

and I will help you
to get all you need

Let me have all of you
And you can have all of me

And we can roll off the bed
Like childish idiots hanging by a thread

Lets have fun and have a laugh
come on baby

Indulge with me

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged:13 & A quarter

~Peace~


© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 2014 · 595
No More Bell's
No More Bell's.

Bell's he said,
Bells is dead,
Bells is far away,

Went for a walk,
For a chat and talked,
To Island's clever mind,

But now bell's is gone,
And now there is only one,
One bell left,

Island cried for her long lost friend,
But had to carry on,
Now bell's aren't ringing anymore,

And the one bell left,
Hit the floor,
And entered the heavenly door,

So there's simply,
No more Bell's.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged: 13 & A Half
~Peace~

02/01/2014

(For those who have lost a Family member, close friend, Lover or Spouse.)

By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 2014 · 560
Red Poison
Red Poison

I loved you my dear I truly did,
but sometimes you really irritated,
You hurt me unknowingly with your words,
And pulled me to tightly,
to your world,
Then pushed me away with a huff and a puff,
And then the day,
Was over,
I went on my way,
too look for a four leafed clover,
But instead I found a man,
Travelling to dover,
He told me he had,
Plans for his life,
And told me to rid of someone who's only always high as a kite,
So I sat down with you on a shadowy night,
And purposely held you way too tight,
I laced my lips with Red lipstick,
And gave you your last,
Poisonous kiss.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged 13 & A Half
~Peace~

01/01/2014
Jan 2014 · 1.8k
Forever In Your Debt
Forever In Your Debt


I'm forever in your debt
owing more to you than you to me
I have done nothing to prevent the tides
Only paranoia in my mind,
I'm forever in my debt
to myself and I,
I feel as though I need to cry,
But somehow just want to give up and die,
Although I still want to live my life,
And fight through it as sharp as a knife,
But still I am way behind,
I'm still trying to find,
A cure for what I'd call a curse,
Or wandering constantly in my head,
to the wildest places of the dead,
Voices I hear as clear as my own,
Weeping at night feeling so alone,
Is this something I deserve,
It's my mind you see,
And I'm forever in debt to thee.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
~Peace~

01/01/2014

By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Nov 2013 · 983
Burning with Ambition
Burning With Ambition

I want to be a singer,
I want to be a star,
I want to be a writer,
And look right into the depths of who
you are,
I know there is a start line,
And I will not lose,
Because I do not believe in losing,
I have a life to choose,
And I'm pretty good at choosing,
I'm on fire,
Got it in my heart and soul,
I know I'm going to get there,
This is my time,
My time to shine,
At times I'll have a state of super-susption,
And sometimes I never listen,
But right now I'm
Burning with Ambition.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged 13
~peace~

AKA: LkSkyFlyRose

© 2013 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Aug 2013 · 1.2k
Missing You (My 100th poem)
Missing You

When we were together it felt like there was no going apart, We'd been on and off so many times I could never see us depart, But it feels different this time like theres no love left, You hate me I can see it but for what reason can I ask? You push me aside like I was never a part of your life, You treat me like a stranger and get all rough and tough, I don't like that side of you, That side hurts, Knowing that I still love you so much is tearing me apart, Simple words like these are no way to explain, This extraordinary pain, I feel like getting on a plane and flying the farest away from you, But something keeps telling me to cling on to you, I am ever so confused and I don't know what to do, Whether to lash out in revenge and devilish schemes, Or to let it pass and move on to a new scene, But you want to make me jealous and you want to see me hurt, You've just achieved your goal, You've got yourself that job, And when you look at her, My friend she looks right back at you, And neither of you care that I'm right infront of you, I can see the spark is there and the fire will soon be lit, But I want to get some water and throw it all over it, I cannot help these feelings, I hope you understand, I know I no longer have a chance, Goodbye to you my love you have been an expirence to me, I can't be around you at these dark times, While I'm grieving over you, Still wanting to hold you, Even though you weren't that good of a kisser, I never knew I loved you this much until I let you go, But thats what I have to do, I have to let you go, I shouldn't steep in so deep afterall I'm only young, But that was the issue all along And now I'm left here with no one to pass that kind of love to feels like its worthless now, Most people give it to themselves to show some self love and confidence, But I'm just not that kind of person, I'm weird because, I'd rather feel the pain, So that one day when I'm smart enough I'll know then to look no further, That being alone with just friends is one of the strongest things you can do, I have to stop missing you.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
~Peace~
By Larna Kira Kourtis. AKA: LkSkyFlyRose

© 2013 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Aug 2013 · 532
Forever In The Moment
Forever in the moment but never getting out,

I cannot find a way in or a way out,

I feel so stuck but so unstuck,

I feel crazy and lazy and totally hazy,

But I'm forever in this moment and never getting out,

I can never seem to find a way out,

I feel so me but so not free,

I am insecure for no good reason,

Keep fighting my fears but never letting go,

But end up still feeling like I'll never know,

I don't know what's gotten into me,

I'm forever in the moment but never getting out,

Always feel like standing on top of a hill just to shout,

I've got to find a way out.


By Larna Kira Kourtis

~Peace~
Aug 2013 · 474
Follow The Red Steps
If you're feeling rather lost,
And you've got no price or cost,
Then all I advise is you follow the red steps,
The color of that bright red show,
For if you've got no where else to go,
Then from miles away,
You can always reach them,
They will climb up rather high,
Like a rocket to the sky,
And if you keep walking you may reach the heavens,
Up there will be eagles that fly above your head,
So that they catch you if you fall down them hollow steps,
Once you reach the top,
You will find success,
So if you have a talent,
I'd advise you to
Follow the red steps.

By Larna Kira Kourtis

~Peace~
I'm always walking through these dark corridors,

And all around me are these vintage type mirrors ,

The wallpaper is dark but has white spread patterns,

But right at the end is a see-through tube,

As I walk down to see where it leads,

I fall down into a jungle of leaves,

and in that jungle of many kind of trees,

Theirs a pond with fairies around,

Parrots will sit calm as a mouse,

On a branch coming out of the old tree-house,

It's quite a twitch,

This reversal switch,

Of  darkness to light,

Like a seesaw of life.


By Larna Kira Kourtis.

~Peace~
Aug 2013 · 1.2k
Last Smile Of The Century
Once upon a time,

A very long time ago,

There was a girl that everyone in the kingdom used to know,

She was pretty but sad and rather low,

always having to sow the seeds and even the clothes,

She seemed rather alone,

Simply no where to go,

Her father had an ego as strong and bitter as the snow,

Her mother was bossy but rightly so.

She knew she was always protected,

Her pride was strong, But somewhere in there she felt ugly, sad, lonley, Mad!, But one day she let it all out,

And everyone saw that they feel the same,

Everybody had their own pain,

She could see everyone desereved to be a princess, A knight and even a Queen,

They all colided together for a wonderful,

Self confidentual ceremony,

And with all the muscles in their faces they struck the last smile,

Of the kingdom with great sanity,

And that were the last of the century.

By Larna Kira Kourtis.



© 2013 Larna Kira Kourtis (All rights reserved)
Aug 2013 · 741
Royal Birds
Eagle owl, Eagle owl
Let me know how you fly, How,
walking up that old branch,
Hooting near my window,
you woke me up once again,
3 times in a row,
It's pouring down you poor old owl,
you would surely catch a cold.
_eagle
Hey there eagle way up high,
how far can you glide in the sky?
on this desert far away place,
are you greatful for your space?
zooming in on creatures small,
Look to your eyes twice as tall,
finding comfort in your meal? wouldn't want to get fat unless you will,
confusing you is what I do,
twisting your mind like washing a white shoe,
twirdling and twudaling in the old washing machine,
where filters break and after we're not too keen,
for all of the clothes aren't too clean,
listen to me blabbering on,
parrots singing along,
like its a song,
But this is not a song about shoes, or broken washing machines,
it's a POEM about eagls and these, twisty headed things,
with there long and fluffy wings, Owls and eagles,
Are the bird kings and queens.

By Larna Kira Kourtis. ~Peace~

— The End —