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A spider dangles from the end
Of my soggy cigarette. I inhale
Anyways, because who’s to say
He isn’t keeping time? Pendulums
Sway in much the same way.

On that same day, I thought I heard
A time machine. It was just the AC,
But who’s to say it couldn’t be?
All because of a few memories, but,
Shh! Has the spider not answered me?
 Sep 2014 Isabelle H Graye
AJ
Obviously.
It hurts.
I don't like it.
I don't like to say no.
I don't like the pain.
And I used to like the pity.
But I'm not too sure what I want anymore.
I'm not too sure.
A bubble.
That's where I want to hide myself.
That's where I want to stay, away from the world.
Immune to the outside, just in my little corner.

It is. I want to hide. Hide from Love.
I just don't want to get hurt.

I want to be immune of feeling.
Insensitive.
I want to be insensitive.
Able to live my day to day life without suffering,
With no pain, no love or no hate.
Without. Without loving.

Everything is so...
So rough.
I want everything around me be insignificant,
to me;
With no great expectations of the world.
Without thinking.
Without having to think.
How I wished I could just snap my fingers
And everything would by as I please.
A million thoughts go through my head
not a day goes by
when I lay my self to bed
not a night will fly
that I don't wonder

Are you the one for me?
I notice you constantly
looking at me liking what you see.
If I was to ask would you answer me honestly?
Do you feel the same way?

We share a laugh
we flirt
I know deep down I've entered a trap
My undying love for you will always hurt
I don't know if I can go on like this.

Are you the one for me?
Maybe for you its different
all I know is that its like we were meant to be
Even if you were schizophrenic
I'd love you another day.

Maybe a little maybe a lot.
I even flower pick you know
Does she love me? Does she not?
It goes to show
That if it was meant to be.

We would be in a relationship
one of which we've spoken
You've given my heart a rip
one of which cannot be healed
so, if we ever do get together again.

Instead of playing my emotions
lets get with one another
but this time
the real deal.
Not really my best but it is something.
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