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  Apr 2016 L
rained-on parade
I love you
the way the sun
burns the earth
for it to rain again.
  Apr 2016 L
Pigeon
Today, I am eighteen
And I'm going to the park later but sitting in the dark right now is honestly the only thing I need
Eighteen
I can buy cigarettes and lighters - responsibility is everything and it's like all these chains are getting tighter
I'm eighteen
I can get ***** magazines
go into bars, but I can't drink
And if I break the law my adult record'll forever be unclean
Eighteen, im all grown up now- act professional, be completely unsusceptible to childish things like tears and tambourines
Eighteen-
and this feels just like a dream, like a surrealist painting come to life but nothing's changed at all
And I'm finding myself missing
Seventeen
Happy Birthday
  Apr 2016 L
embla
X
.. *"and gets used by a man who can't love"
Prove it
Show everyone you can
I know you can
L Apr 2016
12w
What is the music of Your Soul?
For whom do You play?
Leigh
  Apr 2016 L
E Townsend
I will drag my knife along your skin,
sharp blade down into your fragile, shaking canvas,
incising an increasing beat of whimpers and whines.
Please hold still. I promise this will hurt.

I will expose your clattering bones,
rip out your chattering teeth,
erase every impugned utterance
you muttered against me.
I will carve my letters slowly
on your unzipped frame,
sliding the burgundy blood across to
blot
       clot
              dot.    

This is only preparation for what is about to follow.

I will puncture your throbbing organs,
slash your stretched cartilage
with an unwritten script.
Before I press further,
I’ll assure you, you are still alive.

I will twist each phrase,
haunt you to believe it is your fault,
force you to beg the slightest escape.
I will permanently etch my name
deep in the frozen chambers
of your quivering heart.

I will open up the blueprint as a demolition expert,
remove whole fractions of your fractured soul,
leave you a horrid wreck in the abyss
of a mess you just made.

You will not get rid of me,
though no trace of evidence is left behind.

My hands have been clean from the start.
bringing back a favorite
L Apr 2016
Do you know what it's like to die alive?
Next to Normal
  Apr 2016 L
Madeysin
Depression is like waking up sick, everyday since the last time that you could remember. You carry around the cure, in the unkempt form of your mind.
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