I want to mark your skin blue  
I want to leave my scent on your sheets
I want to press and scratch and bleed
You've brought out my possessive side
...Who knew?

"Its one of those days, huh?"
Its one of those days, every day
But you won't understand
It's fine, i made it this far
Haven't I?

I've found I hate the word manipulative
It's synonymous with your name
So the hate is just the same

love ignites
a flame
in this
icy heart of mine

I don't want your **** happiness
I want your demise and your pain and your worthlessness

False apologies fall on deaf ears

To every Sunday
To every birthday
To all the sleepovers
To the future hangovers
To every movie
To every game of ******
To every birthday shopping
To every cake mm the yummy topping
To every cake you bake
To every holiday break
To every game of dark room
To your future groom
To every selfie
To our song break free
To every late night get togethers
No matter what the weather
To every pet name
To every journey on the train
To every phone call
To every trip to the mall
To every coffee
To every Mcd softie
I raise this toast
To you, who I love the most.