It's 12:40 and I can't think
It's 12:40 and I can't speak
November 14, 2016
My friend committed suicide.
He left behind his newlyborn twins.
He left behind his mother, his friends.
I'd just talked to him the day before.
He laughed, we laughed.
12:45 p.m he was pronounced dead.
I have written a song for my friend.
He committed suicide.
Not so long ago.
April 27, 2017.
7:15 pm and he was pronounced dead.
I will forever miss him.
I had just talked to him.
He tried to warn me.
May 7, 2017.
I tried to **** myself.
Went into my bathroom.
Took over 400 ibuprofen.
Was in a coma.
My little brother found me vomiting.
He's nine..
How are these true stories funny?
How do people laugh and joke about it?
Knowing that it literally ruins people's lives?
How do we socially ignore it?
Why don't we at least try to help the problem?
Why don't we talk about the things that need to be discussed?
You can make a difference.
Yeah, YOU.
YOU can start it out.
Someone makes a "joke". Call em out.
Because everyone's worth it.
These people suffered and with people still using it
as a joke while their gone is unfair and disgusting.
But that's not it. THEIR worth it. But so are YOU.
If you understand I'm sorry. Stay strong friend. Sorry I haven't been on much, it's been hard. Real hard lately losing another to suicide. Being one myself. It's hard. But I'm always here if you want to talk message me, and we will get through this together.