Like a bumblebee
She dreams of nature
Of fields full of flowers
Of life trickling sweetness

She’ll travel the world
With buzzing excitement
With gold dripping wings
And a love hungry soul

She’ll go with the winds
Dance her way over mountains
Scoping lands for enchantment
Moving hearts with her spirit

And like a bumblebee
She finds peace in the journey
In flying passion painted miles
But never forgetting her way home

Ever heard the saying
"Quitters never win
And winners never quit"?
But what if
Quitting isn't a sign of weakness
But a sing of strength
That you are strong enough
To be humble and admit
You can't do it

I like to watch and observe people

For all I know
That guy over there
Just got his heart broken
By the girl of his dreams

For all I know
My classmate who's an outcast
Has had intense family problems
A broken, maybe even abusive, family

For all I know
Miss Popular, who everyone fears
Is actually scared of herself
Scared that she'll turn into the monsters
Monsters her parents have become

For all I know
Class Clown, who makes everyone laugh
Has the biggest problems
Cries herself to sleep at night
So close to killing himself

For all I know
I dont know anything
One thing I'm sure of is that
Everyone has a problem
No matter how big or small
To each one of us it's all the same
A burden

Today I realized something unlike anything I have ever felt before.
That I am deeply, unconditionally in love with you.
but something happened.
You left,
and whats worse is that I didn't stop you.
I let you leave, and just like that you walked out of my life.
I spent the last minutes we had together acting as if nothing was going to change.
and thats the worst feeling. That i just wasted those last minutes we had.
Because to me; we had just gotten to know each other and you leaving wasnt an option.
It didnt seem real, I put it off till the last minute.
And thats what hurts the most. That I wasted the time we had.
I dont know what I am to you, but know that I love you.
I didnt know the feeling before today but now I do.
I didnt realize what I had and now your gone.
You got on that plane and I wont ever see you again.
The fact that I will never see that goofy smile or those blue eyes ever again.
And that you will soon forget the color of my eyes.
I wasted so much time thinking, and not enough time acting.
So dont do what I did. Don't lose that person.
Because I honestly dont know if I will ever find someone like this again.
And one day I promise we will meet again.  And I will tell you how I have always felt about you.
I wont forget the memories we shared. So please dont forget me.
I will love you forever.

Hating, biting, kicking, beating
punching, ripping, eating, cutting
crushing, gnawing, pinching, slapping

Taking revenge for love's sake.

Laughing, jeering, talking, shushing
moaning, sighing, calling, *******
Yelling, screaming, slamming, crying

Somewhere amidst this I said "I don't know you but I'm sorry,"
and then I joined in.

You don't know me.
You wouldn't even if you tried.
You don't know me.
You haven't seen the tears I've cried.
I've been so strong...
For so long.
I just want to give up now.
Not even my loved ones know this secret.
But I'll tell you just this once...
Sometimes its not the heartbreak that burns.
Sometimes its not the person who hurt you.
Sometimes its not the memories you left behind.
Sometimes...
Its when your drowning in the deep
Begging for help
Pleading for release
Then no one notices.
Not even the ones who say
'I love you'
But the funny thing is...
I bet now that you know.
Things will be the same.
I'll walk around with a heavy heart and bear the pain.
So I was right.
You don't know me.
Even if you tried.

In two years time,
I won't exist to you.
I'll sink into the past
and be left to collect dust,
with all of our special moments
and perfect thoughts.
I won't cross your mind
like how you'll always live in mine,
*But, I'll still wish for happiness for you.