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You're perfect
And I'm not
I don't know why
Or how
But I can live
Without you

I love you
And it is not
Enough
But I tried
I tried so bad

And I still can
live without
You
There's a group of young people
laying on the rocks
a doobie passing between them,
two beers for each.

They're listening to the sound of the river,
they're laughing and they look into each others eyes
and they are good, they are soft and warm and a little toasted,
thank the sun, thank the earth, thank the friends.

I'm among them,
with my pen in my hand and my notebook on my lap.
Terra, she calls out for a beer, I reach into my bag and toss her one.
Kelly, she calls out for a cigarette, I reach into my bag and toss her one,
Dylan, he calls out for a guitar pick, I reach into my pocket and toss him one.
Chloe, she calls out so as to not be alone, I reach into my pocket and toss her love,
I toss love to them all, they always catch it, and toss their own back, I never drop it.

It's February but it's hot.
It snowed last week (ah! What a beautiful day) and today there's a high of 75.

The air is cooler by the water,
we climb up the canyon to watch the sunset.
A cool end to a cool day.

We all pile into my truck.
Kelly, to her ranch.
Terra, to her trailer.
Dylan, to his barn.
Chloe, to her town house.
Me, to my church.

Many laughs, many hugs, many eyes met, many glances kept, much love tossed, a couple doobies smoked, a twelve pack drunk, and a day lazed in the sun.
A handful of friendship, an ocean of love.
I loved you so sweetly, but our love went sour.
I gave you my all and what was mine was ours.
But you wanted to move on and find something better.
I guess it's whatever, I just hope that you remember,
no one will love you as much as I loved you.
And one day while staring into the eyes of someone new,
you'll realize you made a mistake and miss the old view.
A graceful death,
That's what she always wanted.
No one has to mourn her.
A sound sleep and smooth slide to oblivion
Flesh turned to ashes and strewn to feed the wind,
If that's the only way she could "go places",
So be it.
Surrounded by people
Clambering for just a peak at perfection.
Given her good looks, She was used to attention.
But this does have a quality of a celebrity.


Skirt wrapped around her endless legs,
One feet crossed over the other;  
Gloved fingers absently pulling at the pearls at her throat
And her face...
Her face.
Serene in quiet acceptance
Eyelashes fringing her cheeks,
The red lipstick was perfect.
No not perfect, it was angelic.

Who could have thought
A picture of such serenity would have
shattered glass on the mangled car roof for a bier.  
  
This was her leap of faith indeed,
Alas the let it be the final adieu,
The show is over.
Take a bow, Love.
all this time spent missing you
i wonder why i ever let you go
and everything you do
makes me love u more
will this feeling ever fade away
will i ever forget the glitter in your eye
and the glimmer of your smile
you've made your choice though
and that is clear
ill keep wishing
maybe next year?
 Feb 2016 Katherine Bunting
m j g
i am now 258 miles away from home which in retrospect wasn't my best idea because that's 258 miles of land and water and trees and cities that separate me from you.

i don't remember what it was that first drew me to you because there are more reasons than numbers in existence and i wish there weren't any reasons because now all i think about is you.

some say that holding on to someone who left you is pathetic, some say its tragic, and some say it's romantic.

personally, i don't know what to think because sometimes i find myself crying into my pillow because i'm so disgusted with myself but sometimes i daydream about us and what we could've had.

but most of the time i either feel everything at once, my feelings crawling around under my skin and in my muscles and bones, trying to claw their way out and expose themselves

or i feel nothing, as if my body has suddenly stopped producing hormones and chemicals and i'm just a dead man walking. it's been 4 months and i still haven't figured out how to manage myself.

i'm coming home today which is great but in retrospect it wasn't my best idea to buy tickets because now that's 258 less miles of land and water and trees and cities to separate me from you.


-m. j. g.
 Feb 2016 Katherine Bunting
Torin
I seem happy
I've got a new joke to make
A new girl to love
A new day to make my way
I seem happy
Which is good
I wouldn't want anyone to know
What I am really going through
I seem happy


Semblance-the outward appearance or apparent form of something, especially when the reality is different.
she writes
she writes with her newly applied nail polish
her new nail polish is black
her new nail polish is her favorite color
her favorite color is black because
ever since she caught glimpse of reality
that is all that she knows in her mind -
black,
morbid
her new nail polish
is forever.
I’m waiting for you to be happy,
Because to make you happier
I need you to be happy first.
I’m waiting for you to have plenty of time
Because when you have just some
You don’t have time to plan that time.
I’m waiting for you to sing again
Not for me but next to me
And maybe then for me again.

And I’m waiting for flowers.
Or paper flowers.
Or hand drawn flowers.
Or “I cooked the dinner” flowers.
Or “I’m not giving you for granted” flowers.

I’m waiting for you to come back,
Because I’m not there,
And nor there are flowers.
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