Thankyou to the harsh stomach wrenching words
Thankyou for the touch that gripped and hit
Thankyou for the pain that came to rip
Thankyou for the turning away
Thankyou for leaving me alone to shake and tremble to turn to pray
Thankyou for the comments to change
For all this - never be the same
It makes you stronger with each blow
Some may never leave, you know
But after it all you learn to breathe even if you feel like you're drowning

Thankyou to the lightworkers
Those who bring their radiant light
Thankyou for your guidance you never left my side
Thankyou for your wisdom your brilliant knowledge wise
Thankyou for your love it's made in God's Divine sight
Thankyou you are beautiful and you magnificently shine
Forever thankful in my heart soul and mind🌈💖✨

The passion was so intense the spark stayed alight and burnt bright even when they were not together
They wanted one another so deeply
And they knew when they were next to meet
He would lay with her holding her in his strong embrace gripping hold of her wrists as she writhed around in sheer pleasure
Kissing her mouth like it was the first kiss she had ever tasted
Looking into her soul through his beautiful piercing blue grey eyes
Feeling his way into her
Meeting of mind and body
In that moment time was irrelevant
It was as though they had forever...

Men and Women
Were made to be different
We must bring them together
To reconnect

Nothing satisfies me as much as
Signs of universal love
Gifts posted from above
Mailed to my heart
That and
cake

As I sit and look out
I see the trees leaves dance in majestic rhythm
Moved by the wind the sun glistens and fills up the space between natures flow
Soft rustle to the ears comforts from days cares
Bird settles in timbered bough
Air sounds as sea shore
Waves swish in the breeze
Psithurism
such
setting
serenity

The people with whom I share my life are not the conventional norm
The broken up relationships remain as friends and family
expected to walk away some have stuck by me
The friends I have never met but share a care and love
The blood family that don't see eye to eye but manage to somehow rise above
The ones I choose to be around although views aren't always shared
The animals who've brought such bountiful joy
My dog Orko my dearest beautiful baby boy
I am grateful for all I have and all I know
These people and pets very important to me
I try not take for granted
Pardon me at times though
I'm human and I make mistakes
I try to learn and grow
I love the ones I have around
and this I want to show

Geometric shapes the mind
Aligning with the light
Divine

Tiger Tiger your strips are fierce

There glow of amber the black mark pierce

Your courage copious you circle the fears

Then time is right

You strike

Devour obstacles sears

Walk your path with majesty willpower grace fortitude for all is

not as it instantly appears

Sufferer for life
Lived it alone days and days on end
Came through a lot
The suicide attempts
Learnt to pick self back up
Time and time again
You'll still encounter those that don't understand
It's in your head not a broken arm
Can find moments to break out
However bottom line of dragging heavy grief and doubt
Like a stone that wants to sink and drown no matter if any joy tries to save
Gotta keep on
Can't have rest days
Always something to do
Emotional maze to work through
When all you want to do is be alone recuperate or shout

A new world
A lighter world
A world full of love
A world with happiness and smiles
and lots of carefree fun
Free spirits coming
into one
Taking back their lives from the warmth and healing of the sun

Must we travel
so far
to feel a love
so
near

I'm losing myself and that's ok
I was ment to be lost
To find my feet again

Can we talk with words of open honesty
Hold ourselves in compassion and loyalty
Gaze into each others souls and feel equality
Love the spirit of us and the humanity
Undress our hearts and respect our humility
Balance strengths and vulnerability
Honor the feminine and the masculinity
Being a friend in times of worst enemy
Reaching a hand if we slip into stormy sea
Facing the trials and adversity
Dancing with the tune of passions lease
Riding through the hurricane as it whips around you or me
Sitting with the pain and making a cup of tea
Kissing the eye that sees comforting with security
Understanding this is how we live not blindly
Each day we have it's light and dark to greet
Working together humming life's harmony
Bathing our wounds and making room acceptingly
Sharing wisdom and experiences collectively
Allowing for space to grow or grieve
Not condemning in our hour of need
A willingness to just be
As is the love of you and me

There's time for change
and
there's time to stand in your own power

Let's jump into paradise
A garden of luscious eden
Where pleasure is so nice
Living without compromise

No need to roll the dice as fate is matched
Clear skies of blue earth over you
The verdant vines swing in time
Harmonics flute chime wind sublime
Sounds of nature Godly sign
To pair on wings of a dove
For heaven is in our eyes
In our breast
Hearts to shine align above

Guide me to this heavily place
That has put such a smile on your face
I want to feel the same glow
Running in your bloodstream
Like a river flow

Stream of fire folding in its lava
Mouths current to bed into the sea
Waves crash over me
Lost in your rising rip tide completely
Power to reign free
Bodies twine want to meet
Climbing around and within
Lacing racing twisting pulsing tree

I'd make sure to stir up
The hidden flairs/bliss you hide
Raging your pulse in fire and
Taking you higher
in ecstasy exhilaration ride
Non-stop, in letting
your lava boil, beyond control
As I dig deep into your soul

I've got myself a new shade
A deep and dark colour
They mix well together
Come closer
I won't bite
Much!
Let my lips smother
But only if you want
I wouldn't want you to choke up!

The right one
will bring
love
to
all
your
darkness

These words that line the page
I've breathed bled and felt
Cut myself open on the edges
Spilled
Poured  
Knelt
Built up with the highs
Come
down
with
the
lows
Set words from chapters of spirit that only truly knows
Shelled out from the hollows
Pulled out from the veins
Dredged
deep
from
pits and gallows
Sprinkled
down
from
soft summer
rain
Meaning has come from places I wouldn't want to rewrite again
The poetry more than just a verse it's the healing to live
with this pen

I never knew it was possible
to have a broken heart on top of
a broken heart
Until I felt it

Sit with the pain
Feel the pain
Breathe with it and into it
Let the elements of earth water fire and air flow with it
And the suffering will return to this
Nothing is lasting
-It will change
Open up to space
How it allows the feeling to be
To expand
Be boundless
Accept
To suffer and accept
To just breathe
Surrender
Feel
Allow
Openness to the true nature of life
Rest..

Dreaming
Suddenly awoke
Dream remains in my memory, this vision that spoke only shared a significance of animals
In dreams dogs and kittens
Wake to a bird on a perch bright yellow in colour so vivid so sharp could almost touch it
Swung from the wall back and forth from its perch three times
Fourth transformed into a tropical fish black with bright yellow mark curling towards it's tail
Head was in awe visions many times before but so alive it could of been there
Head kept saying bird was a parrot
No I told myself not a parrot
I recognize
- a cockatiel
Yes a cockatiel
Part of the parrot family apparently
Message in the vision
From the heart
to
transformation

Words they hold me
Grip and bruise
Times they have scold me
Times felt abused
It's all in your head
You're messed up
They are well respected you're mistaken confused
Voices to torment
All down to you
We know them so well
What you trying to prove
A dear friend to us
It wouldn't
It could of been you

Carpet lawn of frosty glaze
Blanketing the greener daze
Fog smog layer fumes to sky
Chill flows in and out
Hello!
Goodbye..
Quiet are the pastures and peaking mount
Rest and retreat...
..on the mind
To keep the warmth held deep inside
Holding on to promises of spring
For now shall embrace
Dusty sprinkled
icing

Waves descend wash out this grain of body
Take me with you on your journey
Among the tangled reeds there is life
An abundance of life in your sea
Oceans of depth and tranquility
Creatures dive deep
Unknown species not all can see
Crashing upon rocks you take away loose debris
Swallowing it in your mouth
Spitting it out to come clean
There is so much to sea

A vast current to flow
with time
and
tide

Starting the journey up the hill
Kicking the rocks
               out the way
Wow what a view they say
All this everything
leads
to
that
Oh this is easier I'm on the flat
Oh I didn't see that bend up ahead
where will it end
Round and round we go
           again
I feel I'm going
back                      
Heart pulsating think I'll have a heart attack
Stop wait
Breathe
deep
Remember it's not easy to look past but you couldn't not start you would stay stuck
Higher and Higher
The weight feels
        lighter                        
I can see what was
holding me with lack  
Take it in
                   shed
old skin
Refuel
there were lessons in the pack
Down
this
hill
lower
lower
should this be
heavier
and
slower        
I need to find my way
going to 'crack'
There's a cave up now I'm scared can I
turn
about
No I've taken each step
so
far
Into the
dark
black lair
I don't feel alone no more
but this isn't the company I want to greet
Tingling sense
eyes
on my feet
Creepy feelin'
But go I must
forwards
Keep
believing
Stepping towards
the
light

It makes no sense
The fall immense
No other understand the feelings that's felt
Even you at times want to climb out
Gripping towards anything lighter in life
Pulls you back every time
This love kills
It's not thrills and happy pills
It's
Deep
Committed
However you roam love pulls you home
All the hurt has had to be replaced
Each day you learn to forgive stay present not chase
Let be what is
Is their heart your only resting place
Unconditional
For all
of
time

Immense love and bliss filled my heart
An angels kiss

Drip!
Drip!  
Drip it all out!..
Let it drain you!  
Let the debris drop!
Clear water free flow from air to earth pipe

You are
everything
and
nothing

Sometimes I write poetry in my sleep
I wake up
And it's gone

Other times
I've caught it
And the dream lives on..

Dangerous hearts have bled too much or not enough
Their pain and suffering or lack of
passes to the next if they seethe through bitterness
neglect
We have all been hurt and have bled but should consciously seek not to pump our blood stains into the next
We have though
Learning curve to forgive ourselves and them
We may never forget but what good does it do to feed the loop of regret over and over again
Our actions have effect
We give and get what we beget

I am safe and secure
Passionate and creative
Harmonious and worthy
Loving and compassionate
Feel the air in my lungs
The beat in my heart
Sing the song
from my throat
See with my eyes wide open
Know the light
of
true being

Crimson kiss
Bow to cupids hit  
Make your mark
Pulling closer
In your hold
Arched
Air smoulders
Feathered touches
Angels heart dance
Beauty magnifies
Skies wonders
Love
to soften
abrasive thunders
Gentle whispers
Glorious technicolor

Ding Ding Ding!
All aboard!
Call for lost souls!
We will be departed at oo.oo hours
Travelling through
Nowhere in particular
Nowhere inbetween
And
Nowhere special
Stopping to meet with the dark shadow figure of death
Where you will be reawakened to all less seen
Hop on!!!

The world spinning
Everyone moving
Noise distracting
Thoughts grooving
Always something to do
Something needs improving
Overwhelm
All coming at a rush
Our senses long for a little
shush

Take your mind to natures hill tops
Encompass an airy flush
Eyes turn
in
Submerge
below
the
skin
Find the _ space
within
Be as it
Drifting .....



Bliss

Opening the channels
Flowing
through the grid
Pumping up the pressure
as
earthing ever
dig
Signals from
the heart
Electric from the touch
Amplify the senses
Compounded form the rush

Pour it on
Drip
by
drop
It's a must on any course
It's just like me
You see
A bit of sweet with a fiery heat
Don't let that put you off
It's a mild tasting tangy sauce :)

Oh how they grew from earth so black
Mud encased their seed
They still push through as they do
Feeling the light
from
the low beneath
Onwards they climb
to
meet the world
knowing both light and dark
From dark despair they transmute and share
the guiding brimming
spark
When warmth in air they love and care
blossoming to new heights
These roses spill
poetic quill
to ground
and grow
from
deep
insight

Together we'll walk in fields of gold
Dive into
the
fiery
depths
To wake unto it's slumber

Butterfly
kisses
For
heavy souls

Sleep they need
.       .      .
.         .
   .  

Awake  
they                       .
                    .
find..

You can only go halfway into the darkest forest
                                ...then you are coming out the other side

Consumed from the inside out
Wrapped up in a smokey black mass
It holds me
Controls me
Keeps me out of soft touch
Just gonna have to let it embrace
Save some face
It will change
Once it crumbles into
sweet
sentimental
mush

Each day a new dream to dream
A new sky to live under
Another hope to gleam
Birds gliding in-between the subtlety of our minds