You are the centre of your own universe
But can you
lie
between
dark and light

Don't claim to be the smartest
Don't claim to shine the brightest
Though those that claim to know me
Won't care to know me
at all

Each day a new dream to dream
A new sky to live under
Another hope to gleam
Birds gliding in-between the subtlety of our minds

There's a rainbow next to my shadow
It's still raining
I have an umbrella and a loyal companion at my side
The colourful rays still shine

Each Sunday this lady walks by me
We both exchange smiles and a few pleasant words
This morning a surprise awaited
Both said hello addressed the cold then out comes a card and a present
A Christmas card to wish good cheer and a little box with chocolates inside
Little did she know I had not had a great night before and the presents unexpected so sweet so lovely made such an impact
I thanked her wholeheartedly then walked on in my tracks
As tears fell down from my eyes
You never know how far a smile can travel :-)

After each dark night
Comes
the
dawn
A time for grieved soul
A time to be
reborn

Rage the Fire!
I have more dreams to
         burn

The fog rolls in it covers the light
Darkness descends
Shrouded smoky night
Dark and cold
Chilly
Distant
Unfeeling it all
Til a voice inside says shine
Listen to the call
From heart spark
Lit flame
Grows brighter with each glowing frame
Expanding out to form and air
Hitting the fog filled lair
Glimpse of sun gaping through cloud
Dawn will break
Dissipate
Smoky
grey
shroud

Clinging crawling to the walls
Spreading as it's shadow veils this view
from next
Grieving muffled harrow
Blinding growing sight
Trying to shield the light
The light is seen
through
this
heavy machine
My eyes don't seem to see them crawling around
Raising look out over
heady
silhouette

I'm too much for some people
and
it's ok
I'm not enough for some people
So
why would they stay

Chaos conjuring spirits skies
Wreaking havoc from out to inside
Taking everything you've built to waste
Flinging debris in speedy haste
As the storms rage the winds howl
The shadows are in the light now
The gloom and fear consume your home
Left feeling scared and all alone
But this is something you've lived before
So you learn to stand strong
And shout GIVE ME MORE!!
Dance the spinning stomping dance
Bow and applaud
I'll step up to lead
In time I will be...
The shadow
of
the
storm

Hearts of gold
Get collected and sold down the river
Far too many times
No one is immune
It's our greed
It's our desire for more
It's our search for the core of who we are
Where is our love

Let me sit so close on top of you
Sliding on long and deep tongue tasting as you go
Tip to shaft savouring all inside
Lips to meet with mouth below

Come sit with me
Take the world off your shoulders
We don't have to talk if you don't want
I'll just sit with you and be your friend

Love is in bloom
It spirals back
to you
Petals delicate to touch
Soft sensitivity you must brush
Stem
into
it's
flower
Giving
stable power
Space to grow
and nurture to protect
Supporting weakness from forceful bends
Cultivating life into wild
   blossoming
                   garden

I love you
You are love to me
The way you care
You share
The beautiful man I see
The soul deep
The eyes feel
The smile widens as mine cannot conceal
Within you an essence of purity real
I cannot contain my love for you
..and neither would I want to
Thank you 💗

I drift upon your sea

Never felt I belong
Always feel the odd one out
Isolated not a part of
I try to but it's difficult to get through

Surrender to the skies
Body contact open thighs
Give self to warming touch
Bask in glories sun
Euphoric afterglow
Apricate
Space
For  love

Move in
Now move _
Awwwww...
:-(

Bit by the snake
Toxins
******
out
Return to good health
and
virtuous heart

Life is selcouth
You want proof
You just have to look for it
It's not as normal as one might perceive
However maybe that just depends on how you believe
Learn to feel from the heart not just what others tell you to see
Think for yourself
And don't believe everything you read ;)
Especially from tv
Don't take it from me
Life's fabric
            weaves
   from    
              rare
         tapestry

Grappling with darkness in wake or night
Can feel the ice cold of the world and its heavy plight
The positive seems negative
The negative, is it right
To feel so cold on this lonely dark night
Perhaps it's about being with peace no matter what you sense inside
Bringing the light to shine
in passages
of
steep
decline

A furnace in the pit
Stirring washing over it
Churning
Whirling
Burning
Firming
Oh my insides are full of it

Some times my soul sings out for safety

With sweet kiss a seal pass from lips
He grips firm but delights in her form
Fingers entangle in soft loose curls charmed by her feminine grace
Hand of other with curvaceous hips place
Fingers tighten like tentacles to the twirling of her thighs
In his eyes she feels his love his soul dances to her rhythmic glow
Eyes smile between delicate and passionate kisses
Their world spins with the sounds of life
The arch of her back traces the tree line it's wood hard and  pleasing
A flower in bloom opens to natures tune
The roots run deep below their feet
He takes her down to feel the ground pound
Thrusting to the earth's beat
Leaves crunch as senses rush
Every moment a beautiful note
A message of universal love
A message of loving hope

Those that feel and think too much
Just need the right person to talk to
Sometimes that starts with you

The man with the blackened ***** bony fingers and cold weathered hands
Who's holding his
Who warms his spirit
Who loves his heart
Where does he live
As he wanders the streets
Will a home be found

Step into the sunlight
They said
It was all in your head
The shadow is always trailed behind
Attached to once time
Now
I
shine

In the heartache
In the loss
In the tears
In the gain
In the depression
In the wounds
In the joy
In the blame
In the judgement
In the knowing
In the guessing game
In the hurt
In the distance
In the wrong
In the right
In the silly
In the clever
In the dark
In the light
In the fear
In the fright
In the courage
In the brave
In the naughty
In the well behaved
In the struggle
In the failed
In the hollow
In the nailed
In the lonely
In the guided
In the seeing
In the blinded
In the angelic
In the devilish
In the amazing
In the dishevelled
In the moral
In the mistakes
In the real
In the fake
In the warmth
In the cold
In the happy
In the oh no!!!
In the patient
In the hurry
In the bliss
In the worry
In the ugly
In the pretty
In the beautiful
In the witty
In the confidence
In the vulnerability
In the shame
In the pity
I have loved my self
through
it
all

I hope you're ok
I really do
I close my eyes
Just to think of you

Right now teary eyed
Today tears cried
Will let them
drop
until they dry
Peace and love be waiting..
Standing side to side

Bon voyage
Je vous recontrerai
dans mon coeur
A bientot
X

Music playing in full swing
Free bird from skynyrd body tuning in
Water from shower head penetrating skin
Flowing over and beneath places in between
You call to me
You come on in
Hand grabs hips as you pull within
Pushing up to wall feeling behind
Fingers wrap around tightening grip on thighs
So hard to resist
Pleasure falls wet steamy drips
Take me
**** me right!
Let's have a shower
Play with each other, all night!

I used to live for acceptance and approval
I can't do that anymore
I'd still be waiting

I'm a cleaner in my job
I pick up what mess others have dropped
The hoovers broke so I must brush it up bit by bit
It hurts somewhat
but it's what I must do
to get the job done

Not connected to the world we were taught to believe in
Does that mean I've learnt nothing new?

When my heart had been broken enough times

You brought the healing

into my heart

It at first felt such pain

I didn't know if my heart could feel

love again

You brought the healing to regain

To feel the love inside of me

To feel the love within

Thankyou

Now

I feel love anytime I choose

That is because you taught me

how to

Thank  You!

💖

Dream of summer
As winter washes away
The icicles melt
Frosty ground turns to green
Leaves crisp now breathe
Suns glow warms the skin
Birds singing songs for summers win
Cold drink refreshing to sip
Cooling dip in the lake
Children play as popsicles melt
White fluffy clouds draw pictures to high
Eyes glisten basking in a solace lullaby

Scent of seduction
Calling for you
Come into my laire
I'll show you just as you desire to do
Show you ecstasy that doesn't stop til you demand it to
Feel me open as you feed from truth
Nestle inside my pillowy room
Fitting just right around you
Fuelling up as engines power
Sweet essence blend and shower
Oh' such juicy sensations
Falling further and deeper to immense salvation
As bodies beat pulsate with pound
Enter extreme elation beyond mortals round
Flowing over and over with the now
The cup is overflowing as is your mighty member
As fire lifts up from sparking ember
This will not stop til you desire it to
A perplexing call to make from me and you
Keep going and going
I want it too
This
Cascading
Pleasure ride
Will not subside....

I've been sitting
with
My fears
My shadows
My insecurities
My projections
My demons
My anxiety
My feelings of shame
My thoughts of guilt and blame
My worries
My mortality
My unworthy causality
My judgement
My vulnerability
My mistrust

And here we sit
Upon the carpet

Nepenthe!

Nepenthe!!

I forget where you went.....

I'm  Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!....................­.........................................


Now where's that Nepenthe?

Connected by
The roots
The earth
The sky

Write your words in your head
Spell it out
Message in a bottle bobbing across rivers bed
Receiver retriever at the waters edge
Reflective shine on glaring neck
Taking note from hearts that sent
Whispering breezes of wordsmiths lament

I'm dreaming again
A love that doesn't exist for me
I love myself
Obviously still not completely
but I try
Sometimes the thought of heaven
makes me die