Don't leave me,
I swear I won't be able to stand it
there are days when it feel like ***** is filling my lungs
and I am stupid enough to try and take another sip.
You're not just the sun,
You're the whole ******* universe.
I look at you and see galaxies, milky ways and star dust.
Yet I feel like the tiniest little falling star that's ready to burst.
Your laugh that you say is "so annoying"
is like orchestra music to me;
when the violin and cello intertwine
it's the most divine sound I could ever hear;
every hair on my body stands up
and in that moment I just kind of, fall in love.
Like that smile, oh that smile.
The way you crinkle your nose,
When you make me laugh like a child
and that tiny little he-he that you giggle back to me.
when you walk away to spend eight hours a day
slaving away to make food for people you don't even know
with people you don't even like.
I just want to throw my arms around you and pull you back,
say, " no. lets go take a nap"
I'll pet your hair and scratch your back.
I love to listen to the stories you tell me
the more I know, the more I become intrigued
I'm infatuated with you, who is so fascinating.
I know I am difficult.
you don't have to pretend like I'm not
instead of telling you that i'm struggling
I sit silently and let myself drown
and I know that I'm pulling you down to,
that's one thing I never want to do
cause without you, where I'd be
is a place where I don't think I could even call myself me.
It ***** that I'm needy,
and i'm sorry I'm so clingy
I'm not use to missing someone next to me when I sleep.
wanting to wake up to see your face
knowing that I can go on with my day.
my lungs won't be filled up
and for awhile I'll be able to smile
not wanting to drown out the pain with sleep or drugs.
Cause I dream about your eyes and I see galaxies
I think about your laugh and I hear music
"Beauuutiful" ( you always say)
yes you are. ( I always think)