kafka

kafka May 2015

veneer-

And tell me if my grip
Is tightening or loosing
Because no matter how much
I want to embrace you,
I want you to feel secure more.

????

kafka Mar 2015

umbra.

Who/what am I supposed
to lay my trust on

If my shadow
leaves me alone in the darkness

#sad #depression

kafka Mar 2015

m o r s

So many people try to avoid Death
but not me
I'll always be by their side
until they notice my presence
until they embrace me
with their seemingly-cold hands
for an eternity

Because when they come
to pick me up
that's when I'll feel
a l i v e & w e l l

this doesnt make any sense im so sorry uguu ;-; (i tried tho)

#sad #dying #depression #death

Mar 2015

iwillwaitforyou

drowning

when i was younger i realized i couldn't swim deeper into the pool
I was curious
I wanted to know what was there

when i was 14 i realized i wanted to swim in you
in your mind
in your heart

Then i realized, how much curiosity hurts
And the deeper i got

I could taste your salty taste in my mouth
Instead of having the water all around me
It was you, your hands, your body...

when i was 14
I realized you were drowning me

#drowning

kafka Mar 2015

auxilium.

I realize I can't rely on anyone
and yet
my heart is screaming for help

this is very very short, pardon me. but i need to let go of these feelings ok.

kafka Mar 2015

09:28 p.m.

I've never realized
that the air around me feels cold
because the lack of someone's warmth
because the lack of someone's presence
because the lack of someone's tender touch
.
.
.
until now.

#sad #dizzy #feeling #warmth #that

kafka Mar 2015

// torn apart

I'm torn apart between
ending my life with you
or
living the rest of my life
with you

#sad #apart #idk #torn

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