classmates itch on the marters
consumed is all the haters
til the day its known
that they all pretend
all knowledge based on wiki
turn the key
move to the futures
the fork that lies
the lies you've told
stand up and admit
the fault you caused
lines been drawn
tell what you know
now you're delirious
im pursuing happiness
your happiness is from pain
digress and ebb

life that we lead
intrinsic in ways
seeming melodic
harmonious to the cause
for what we are
is just pure
coincidence

and whos to blame for this insane game
the rest of man kind would think its fine,
i love the world but does it love me back?
infested in my life i been hacked
whos to know where we'll be in 15 years
how many of us will shed those tears.
when every moment arises,will you be tall,
condemned we'll be each time we fall,
to remember all of those nights and days,
the times where it was so blessed,
but now its all just so gray,
so muthafuckin stressed
moments in between night and day,
not talkin bout dusk til dawn,
but the day that we are all gone.

hate to love it and love to hate it.
just listen and let your brain take it
what will be, we mae never see.
cherish the moments in your life,
once its all done, was it all just pure strife?
so fill my scars and watch it bleed
once i thought that's all i would need
so much more is left in the world
but how many times do we see just one world
get that natural high and then come fly
open your eyes and breath in the phresh air
soon enough you'll find the ones who'll care

you always made me beg for it
thought i was special when made me work for it
but now u spread your legs to the whole world
like them white wiggas and muthafuckin gayfishs
the fake *** muthafuckas hit it and quit it type riddas
buffalo wild wings muthafucka, laughin to the bank
cuz he hit the jackpot and went runnin from u, u *****
muthafuckin bros thought he was
but now i know that faulty is all it was
what the **** were u thinkin
choosin to ***** your friends ova
not thinkin bout nothin but yourself
whos gonna want u in the end
to think that "I"...
used to love you,
used to let u spend
used to hold your filthy hands
now i know it was just pretend
handed u stacks cuz i cared for you
made u dinners every night and i swore to you
that i would love you foreva
and now i'll let u know its my pleasure
to say ******* but now who u gonna run to
cuz in the end its only you
all by yourself...
so cliched but chillin with all your cats
is all that you'll ever have
and when i say cats
i really mean cats...meow *****
see when u called i came runnin
to make sure that you'd be okay
i see now its only a game u play
now that i know what i know
now i know your just another **
so bite your face off and slit your wrists
cuz the game of life is full of twists
u stupid *****, thought u were sav
i tried to give u the world to have
glad im not associated with u anymore
cuz to me now ur just a trifilin *****

And in the eve of the night
When all seems to be set right
All I think of is your face
A trust that's been misplaced
That once love gleamed
Now nothings as it seems
Maybe we should have been
But not in this life of sin
So I look towards the light
To continue the good fight
Until the day we reunite
Souls of the dark ;
Lovers of the night.

if there was a way to try and make it back
Back to where we started from
Could I find a way to try and make you stay
I don't wanna deny my heart
It's chance to feel
I don't wanna deny my soul
Something real
Is there anything left in this world
that would satisfy me?
Is there anything left in this world
that will satisfy you?

We were sailing on
I could see the world below
Never thought I'd come down
Expectations failed
It seemed as though our will
was no match for the trouble found
I don't wanna deny my heart
It's chance to feel
I don't wanna deny my soul
Something real
So take me hand and I won't look back
Though I've lived tossed along these waves
I will stay...

dont tell me its not a spaceship, it is what it is...
cuz every time i enter it it takes me out of this world
our spaceship sets my mind free and casts worries to the wind
feel the air carry away all the ******* and hypocrisy
and in that moment something sparks like a knife hit
extinguishing all that there is between its two blades
turning this into the greatest this worlds ever known
inhale deeply and fill the envelopes of your soul
watching it all burn, and notice who cares for you
then mail to yourself in the future so you'll never forget
nothing is everything then in that one single moment
open my eyes, its so clear, everything became nothing
this is what its all about new beginnings and new hope
building bridges to return us to sanity, back to reality
cheers to dat new new and to you... the chosen few

ill be the one
to pick you roses everyday
put teddy bears in your bed
all i ask in return
is simply to bone
roll aroundin the hay
once in awhile some head
that would be nice
but your hearts as cold as ice
it couldve worked
but too many times i had to ****
made me into an *******
ran my *** up a pole
with the lies that you told
scorned me until the end
now bend over and take it
cuz karmas coming
so save your goodbyes
and i'll be everywhere you go

that chilled running spine
that look in your eyes
that feeling of wine
that hot sensation
for not save us
if for all
if all
if

Things we never said
Promises we never made
Make things so perfect
Untold truths

sun gleaming off the gorgeous drifting current
waves repel off jetskis and oil tankers
like slowmo bullets as we collide
hang on to my cup holders
and together we'll drift
down the river of trust
playin games of old we must


let the world pass by
along the way, we'll make a stop
where time stops for motionless spaceships
embedded like a time capsule in my mind
and there it'll stay forever and a day...


this is memorial day

Although you are from there
And I reside, yonder side
We met in the middle
Fate or Coincidence?
Perhaps Common Sense

Pleasure to have made your acquaintance.

you slid
into stds
feel bad
not really
**** u
better u then me
bye
and die

Everything against
No room to breathe
Options discipated
From another's disease
Cloaked as ideas
Control an illusion
We've all known
But sickness us
Keeps to play
Know not one
Another's way
Look we've become
Sow seeds so numb
Layered in culture
Survivalists cult
Of days passed
Oneself to all
Those whom lay
Know not of soul
Til daze Til cold
Then cry we may
Bucolic praise

Life that we lead
Intrinsic in ways
Seeming melodic
Harmonious to the cause
For what we are
Is just pure
Coincidence

blow it away
strip to bare
toss with wind
mind and meld
raw emotions
flow then spill
cover the red

time ticks and the doc has a soft tone
watch the needle invade the vein
release from all of the strain
feelings of uncertainty and guilt
how did we get to this point
completely out of my body
watching it all fade away
nothing is certain in this world
except the love i have for you
with days past by, i daze in complete haze

here i lay in your bed all alone,
thinking of us, goodbye my son

It's perfect, and touches me deep
First thing in the morning, when I hear you speak
And last thing at night as you bid me sweet dreams
The brush of your lips lets me know what you mean

And all of the hours that pass through the day
Those spent together and when you're away
I think of you always, imagine your touch
Think how to show you, I love you so much

So when we're apart, and you long for me near
Just try to remember, you're already here
For deep in my heart, where no one can see
You'll be forever, & together we'll be

concise

concentrated

on a day like today
yesterday so surreal
today is for real
can't stop the weather
can't stop the feel
be sunny forever
bring the birds, are out
there is no doubt
the song they sing
makes perfect harmony
for that beautiful beat
even if it was for one day
so nice to touch the heat
and if only for one night
it was nice to see the one i seek

Sitting
Sipping
That's what I do
Contemplating
Drake is on
Don't know who played it
But I'll play it
Alone
In a city of 14 million