moved across country
chasing dreams
became complacent
started drinking again
found new goals
quit drinking
quit smoking
getting in shape
woke up okay

There is a chandelier
Within my eyes
And only you can
Flick the switch

Why me?
Of all the girls in this is school
in your new one.
in your life
in your neighborhood.
why choose me?
youre an amazing person
and i have enough insecurities to supply a large business company.
But you choose me to hold you.
to love you.
and i will forever question the blessing of your love
because i never get blessings
not on this level

we have finally made it to know nobodies
who wander the horizon lines
of our hasty dreams

this is it
to those girls I once knew
who I kissed with all my conviction
they held my hands
they held my hands
is this what it feels like?
to let go of time?

fall into the sky
it is something so painful
this glorious blue sky
and the cicadas hum in my ear
and the sky
it takes me
every single time

and I'm only a kid
who's lost in his time
jotting down love
as if notes could find
me in this maze
the cold reality
of the sky

Well
sometimes
I regret doing irrelevant things
when I could have been doing something else.

Maybe it wasn´t meant to be,
but I should have spent those times with you.

Maybe we were supposed to be together.
There,
at that exact moment.

But we weren´t...

In every single one of my Poems, I set a fire to my soul & hope someone sees the smoke.
& if no one lays eyes on my despair, I roll over into a Percocet induced coma & dream as I choke.
Send somebody.