You're long gone.
I doubt you'll even hear this.
I never got to tell you how I feel.
And that's pretty lame.
I guess I'll start from the top

I really miss your hands
Specifically the way you
Gesticulated
When you were ******* lying
I miss the sound of your voice
Specifically the way it sounded
When you were screaming in my face
I guess I don't miss you at all
You really ****** me up.

Don't get me wrong
We had some good times too
Remember the time you told me you loved me and then you got pregnant with a crack head's kid and married him?
Oh yeah and he's fifty something and owns snakes too.
That was just the bees knees.

I really miss your brain
Remember the time you conditioned me
And got an A+ in psychology?
I really miss some of my old friends
But you ****** them too so
You can ******* keep em
I don't miss you at all
You really ****** me up

I really hate your mood swings
There's no sugar coating it.
They really ******* ******.
I really hate your sense of entitlement
But you're on a website called homewrecker.com
And I'm living in California so ******* I win

As it is, your words cut me like a knife.
I don’t know how much longer I can take the pain.
For the next couple of months, I’m going to put aside a pill for every thing you say to me that hurts me.
And when I finally can’t take it anymore, I’ll swallow all the pills at once and end it all.
Simple

My life is a yo-yo
Forever up and down
One second here
The next I am there

Like one
I rely on others to bring me back up
Cant function on my own

My life is a yo-yo* in which others have ahold of the string
Dont toy with me too much
The threads of this string are frayed as they are
Cause up and down I go

*My life is a yo-yo

SCHISMS.

I woke up with Lennon on my brain,
I read the news in the usual way,
Turbulence and schisms over isms,
Society's  deep divisive chasms,
Why are we all such lemmings?
Bigotry and phobias ever forming--
Imagine a world of informal religions,
Only peace and tolerance in our visions,
For churches, we revere the universe,
Star trekking our young deserve,
Imagine our brave new Planet Earth,
In a century's time, what would it be worth?
All children learning together beautifully,
None taught hatred or hostility,

Imagine no schisms over isms today,
I woke up with Lennon on my brain.