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 Sep 2016 josin137
Lyra
9:03p.m.
 Sep 2016 josin137
Lyra
And you thought loving meant leaving.
 Sep 2016 josin137
anonymous999
i am 18 years old and i've kissed 17 boys. i've passed 16 classes, and cried at school 15 times. sophomore year i missed 14 days of school. i've figured out 13 ways to say "i didn't do my homework," and i am halfway through the 12th grade. my longest relationship lasted 11 months. i once left a picture up for 10 minutes, and received 9 comments about how unacceptable my shirt was. i have gone through 8 best friends and 7 phones. i've gotten lost on the road 6 times and i have 5 friends i plan to keep in touch with for the rest of my life. at my first job, i made $4 an hour. i've fallen in love 3 times, i've seen two therapists and i'm still holding on to this one thought that everything is going to be okay.
everything is going to be okay.
 Sep 2016 josin137
J
I remember that day,
You said you'd stay
But look where we are today.
Both of us have gone a separate way.

Your words still leave me hanging,
Somehow the wounds are still hurting
They say time will do the healing,
But I'm still feeling the pain and suffering.

I'd tell myself, It's over and it doesn't matter,
I still reminisce our petty late night chatter,
Your contagious whimsical laughter.
I feel that wasn't the right answer.

You said you cared and loved
I took your word for granted.
Thinking it was truthful and believed,
Instead I was playfully deceived.

Time, effort, have gone to vain,
It all went down the drain,
Causing an immense pain,
Which scarred me to love again.

Your fabrication and dishonesty,
Maybe I'm losing my sanity.
I don't need an apology
For someone I'd call a phony.
Idk what im writing ****
I would go through the hurt again
if it meant having you back in my life
I would still believe your beautiful words
even after I have learnt that none of them were true
I would still smile at how perfectly  you constructed them
well aware that the joy was just a thing of the moment
because that short spell of joy was like an eternity to my soul.

I would use the same road whence our
encounter happened,
I would... I would still ask you out
without a single doubt


I would, not because I enjoy pain
not because I pleasure in my despondence
not because I prefer the past to the future
No,
It's because you lit a flame in me
that even after you extinguished our passion
still shines bright... you made me believe in myself
you gave me a friend and made me feel safe
you gave me a whole new dimension
to live my life, the only downside being
you are not here to share in the glory
of my self-discovery.
 Aug 2016 josin137
Just Me R
How do I piece my life back together?
Now that you are gone
How do I storm the weather?
Where the sun once shone.

How do I bring back my smile?
When all I do is cry?
How do I stop missing you all the while?
When your name is my every sigh?

How the hell do I carry on?
When I love you with all my heart
How can you leave me mum?
Losing you is tearing me apart.

❤Miss and love you mum .. ❤
 Aug 2016 josin137
Jane
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 Aug 2016 josin137
Jane
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To truly know whether you love someone,
It's to lose them.
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