And even though
I tried so hard
to be happy for once

And tried so hard to
clean the mess
that's in my head

And tried to colour
my heart cause
the only colour there was
was black

And even though I tried
so hard
you didn't have the
patience to
wait

He told me that
he loved me
and
that I was bad for him
He told me that
I was like a bad habit,
I was addicting

But I guess we all know
that in the end,
everyone gets rid of their
bad habits

You make me feel,
oh you make me feel,
too much.
You just make me feel
far too much

you ripped my  heart out of my chest,
and breathed oceans into my veins

created a storm only you could control
tears turned into rivers

this isn't love anymore.

If I got to stay high all the time, to make sure to keep you off my mind.

Then I'm not sure what decision would be worse in 10 years,

The unbearable pain I will be in when I see
you with your wife and children.

Or not being able to breath because my lungs are as
black as the hole in my heart,

and my brains are as empty as
a lake in summer.