Runaway with me
Let's leave the past behind
I'll be yours
You will be mine
Together we meet on the other side
You are all I need
You are my heart beat
runaway with me
I have no other dream

Where was you
when i fell apart
you never had no regard
what the f#ck is wrong with you
You say you wanna be my friend
when all you did was leave me
bruised and scarred
broken inside
twist-id and torn
well think again
because friends like you
I don't need them
I'm not trying to be mean
but can't you
even see you hurt me deep within
you say i have a way with words
well i hope you feel them
but how can you?
with your cold hardheartedness
that ripped apart my heart
regardless of how i felt
you discarded me as if i was nothing.
but i will just keep what's left of me
ain't no use trying to get back
to the way it used to be
friendships are built on love and trust
respect and that's for real
I shared everything
from my love
to my thoughts
to my dreams
from my heart to my poetry

I'm sitting here
staring at this empty bottle
Trying not to think
as my mind starts to wander
I could of swore I seen her face
Maybe this whiskey is getting to me
because I was about to kiss those sweet tender lips
when I heard somebody say
Hey Mister are you okay?
Bartender can you please just pour me another drink?

Life goes on
every second is a minute
I'm missing you
every minute is an hour
I'm missing you
every hour is a day
Looking in the mirror
the reflection of
a beautiful silhouette figure
makes me shiver
I 'm just wishing you was here

I'm in deep
so very deep
Caught up in this
My eyes are swollen
I'm losing sight....
I call out your name
It echoes through my soul
Take me in your arms
I'm afraid, I feel all alone
Don't push me away
I need you,
You want the truth
Well Listen
This is me missing you

If loving you is wrong
Then how am I suppose to get myself to move on
when you are all I want
baby please don't keep me waiting
can't you see my heart is breaking
this aching inside has taken the life out of me
Like I'm waking up to ash and dust
I'm so exhausted from all this pain and suffering
but I can promise I won't go down easy
I will fight for what I believe
even if it takes begging on my hands and knees
letting all that is left of this heart bleeding
trying to get you to understand how much you mean to me

If loving you is wrong
Go ahead and shoot me I would rather die then be alone
when you are all I want
baby please don't keep me holding on

I chanced to dream of angels who sing songs of life
but for some ****** up reason my eyes are full of tears tonight.
its not enough to wash away the blood from this knife
so I sit here cut a little deeper with these words as I write
I chanced to dream of rainbows with treasures pure as my heart
but there's no hope chasing dreams in a world so painted dark.
The colors remind me of the bruises and scars that left such ugly marks
so I sit here cut a little deeper as the world around me falls apart.

Here is my heart I won't miss it
I give it to you, oh baby it's alright
I just want to borrow your kisses
to fulfill my dream with you tonight
It's you n me baby
who wrote this story
how we came to be
me finding you and
you finding me
the stars can't be that far
they are not out of reach
when you wish upon one
in your heart is your dream
you was indeed
my sweetest poetry
please don't forget me Baby.
Here is my heart I won't miss it
I give it to you, oh baby it's alright
I just want to borrow your kisses
to fulfill my dream with you tonight
I could go on and on and write
There is so much on my mind
but still I find it hard
what I want to say..
No what I mean is what I need to say
because it's forever in a day
that my heart can't take
being without you. I love you
Here is my heart I won't miss it
I give it to you, oh baby it's alright
I just want to borrow your kisses
to fulfill my dream with you tonight

Misunderstood


Somehow
I made
myself believe
that this dream
was real
I'm waking up
now and feels
all so real
to believe
you don't understand me
**** it this aien't
how I planned it
why can't you understand me
I came to the conclusion
I guess talking to myself
doesn't do any good
when you are talking to
somebody so misunderstood......
I once wrote a song
Based on a dream
When I lay my weary head
down to sleep
I'm dreaming about the times
that I cherish and I always keep
Never had to worry about
no heartache or no pain
Just the perfect the love between us......
In our lives we had so much to gain
As I'm holding you baby
in my arms squeezing you so tight
I feel the magic of your body
making love in the moonlight
Nothing seems to matter
all my troubles seem to disappear
I get lost in this moment
baby every time that your near
You're like an Angel
sent from heaven up above
Filling me with the love
showered with the kisses and hugs
And what It does
gets me higher than any kind of DRUG
I'm hooked on you baby.........
All I need is your LOVE
Strung out like a ******  
I'm craving for you all the time
To quench my thirst and my hunger
I Gotta Make You Mine
Somehow I made myself believe
that this dream was real
I'm waking up now and feels
all so real to believe
you don't understand me
**** it this aien't how I planned it
why can't you understand me
I came to the conclusion
I'm just Misunderstood.................................................

Hold me close
Don't let me go baby
Now wait a Minute
I need some room to breathe
Why can't you see
**** it I need some space
I can't take anymore
I hate you so much
but I want you, I need you
Please don't walk away
I love you, I'm so afraid
**** it Let's just make Love
we can talk about it in the morning

If I could fly high I would give you the stars in the sky
and I still know that would never be enough to change your mind

FORGET ME NOT


Chorus
Last night I had a dream of you and me together
Like you always said it be
always and forever
You would never leave
But you left me now my life is filled with misery
Everytime I close my eyes I dream about baby

Last night I had a dream of you and me together
Like you always said it be
always and forever
You would never leave
But you left me now my life is filled with misery
Everytime I close my eyes I dream about baby

Verse 1

Hear my words feel my love coming from my heart
Seems like a life time that we been a part
I really miss you girl
All the times we used to talk
You was always there for me Baby please don't forget me not
I swear to you what I say is true
I never loved or cared for anybody baby more than I do for you
and you know it's true I love you

Chorus

Last night I had a dream of you and me together
Like you always said it be
always and forever
You would never leave
But you left me now my life is filled with misery
Everytime I close my eyes I dream about baby

Last night I had a dream of you and me together
Like you always said it be
always and forever
You would never leave
But you left me now my life is filled with misery
Everytime I close my eyes I dream about baby
Baby B-A-B-Y please don't do this to me

Verse 2

Words can't describe how I feel inside
Cant' deny the truth Baby now I realize
It's you that I always Love
Take me back to times when you used to kiss and hug me
The sweetness of your lips so soft and tender
I swear they taste like honey
Baby please don't forget me not
Because I love you
Always have and always will
let's set the record straight and tell you how I feel
I climb the highest mountain any hill
I walk a million miles til I reach you baby
Now tell me Baby do you love me still

Break Down

I Just wanna talk to you I know you
in your world I dont exist I mean nothing
at all to you. I cant make you change
or even make you love me I have no control over that
that is entirely up to you. Im not going to say
that I dont still think about you because baby
I do and sometimes I cry because Im missing you.
I just dont know....Maybe Im just ****** up in the head
but I love you.......

Chorus

Last night I had a dream of you and me together
Like you always said it be
always and forever
You would never leave
But you left me now my life is filled with misery
Everytime I close my eyes I dream about baby

Last night I had a dream of you and me together
Like you always said it be
always and forever
You would never leave
But you left me now my life is filled with misery
Everytime I close my eyes I dream about baby

Verse 3

listen to me girl cuz there is so much i need to say
you mean the world to me baby
please don't let it slip away
i never want to be without you
i could never face the day
i need here by my side
so baby please won't you stay
it's been a long road
we both driven our lives on
so many years has passed us by
so many thing come and gone
but one thing that has never changed
is how i feel about you
don't want to give up this fight
because i don't want to live without you girl
cuz you became a part of me
much greater than a bond
this family means more to me
that's why i wrote this song
there comes a time in our lives
we all need some direction
a shoulder to cry on
share love and affection
you know i guess it's really true
don't know what you got til it's gone
living in the shadows
thinking about what you did wrong
i just want to get back to the way it was before
when you gave so much love couldn't ask for anymore

it's Christmas time
you can feel it in the air
all the lights on the houses
shining bright everywhere
sending cards in the mail
spreading Christmas cheer
with a season's greeting
and a Happy New Year
the crowds at the mall
people buying up gifts
all the little boys and girls
with their own special list
to give to Santa
cause they swear they been good
asking for a big bag of toys
please Santa if you could
then a lil girl with a tear in her eye
so pretty as an angel
even Santa had to cry
when she asked
can you just bring my daddy back home
so me and my mommy wont have to be so alone
see her daddy is gone some where across seas
off to fight a war in the Middle East
oh Please Santa
can you just bring world peace
all I want for Christmas is to spend it with my daddy
and even though that Christmas star shines so bright
she's still praying every night that her daddy is safe
and he will be home soon

it's Christmas time
you can see it all around
all the kids bundled up
all the snow on the ground
a Sledding we will go
making angels in the snow
people bringing joy
kissing underneath the mistletoe
singing Christmas carols
from Jingle bells
to Here Comes Santa Claus
the first Noel ,little saint nick
jack frost nippin at your nose
it's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
so let it Snow
chestnuts roasting on a open fire
it's lovely weather For a sleigh ride together
but the only problem is I'm missing you
that lil girl lays there dreaming and in her heart
she knows the true meaning of the holiday
it's not about spending all your money
or waiting to open the gifts
underneath the the tree
It's a time to celebrate the birth
of a baby born in a manger
For God did not send his Son into the world
to condemn the world
but to save the world through him
it's Christmas time
let's let the ones we love know
hold them close
never let them go
spread the love black or white Mexican, Chinese
Korean, Arab or Filipino
it doesn't matter we all still the same
don't you know
let's make this world a better place for you and me
one love, one God one holy son
and together we can make this chain
bring this world peace

Come With Me

written by

Jason Schnepper

verse 1

come with me
you and me one on one
go find a place
we can dance
and romance
take my hand
come on
come and give me a hug
come with me baby
the night is young
I see it on your face
so eager to advance
you and me one on one
I know you wanna so
if you gonna
let's not waste the night away
come with me

chorus

let me be the one to love you baby
let me be the one to pick you up if you fall pieces
come with me let me be the one
who will always love you and never let you down
let me be the one to love you baby
i can't be your everyone but let me be your only one
just come with me

verse 2

come with me
there's so many
places i wanna see
you and me
when we're together
it's a permanent vacation baby
that means forever
that we never part
it's your love
hugs and kisses
that this heart
of mine embraces
the night is young
I see it on your face
so eager to advance
you and me one on one
I know you wanna so
if you gonna
let's not waste the night away
come with me

chorus

let me be the one to love you baby
let me be the one to pick you up if you fall pieces
come with me let me be the one
who will always love you and never let you down
let me be the one to love you baby
i can't be your everyone but let me be your only one
just come with me

verse 3

come with me
you and me one on one
take a walk down the aisle baby
as we become husband and wife
it's a permanent vacation baby
that means forever
that we never part
it's your love
hugs and kisses
that this heart
of mine embraces
the night is young
I see it on your face
so eager to advance
you and me one on one
I know you wanna so
if you gonna
let's not waste the night away
come with me

chorus

let me be the one to love you baby
let me be the one to pick you up if you fall pieces
come with me let me be the one
who will always love you and never let you down
let me be the one to love you baby
i can't be your everyone but let me be your only one
just come with me

You know I wish I could take back time
change everything and just make things right
I just want you to know I'm so sorry
I never meant for all this drama
that has caused all this pain between you and me
once again I just want to say I'm sorry
I wish I could just push rewind
back when everything was fine
I was yours and you was mine
It's going to be hard for me to say this
may even break my heart because after all this time
I still love you and miss you
Happy Valentine's Day

she's not just another pretty face
she's got cuts and scars
but to me she is beautiful in so many ways
i know the song in her heart
she only sings to me ....

can't you see
Can't you see
Oh Cant You See
Can't you see what this love is doing me
Can't you see

if i was gone tomorrow....
would you even care would you even sorrow....
expressed the feelings you bare
if you had the last words to say to this man
what would they be baby
can you tell me why have everything went so crazy
what's the game of life all about
i once heard somebody say
once you're in, you're in, you can't get out
it's on you how you gonna play
it's up to you to choose
roll the dice win or lose
it's the chances that you take
the decisions that you make
you can put on the brake
and play it safe
or just like love put your
heart all in and watch it break
and there you are
back at the beginning of the race

Can't you see
Oh Cant You See
Can't you see what this love is doing me
Can't you see
if i was gone tomorrow....
would you even care would you even sorrow....
expressed the feelings you bare
if you had the last words to say to this man
what would they be baby
can you tell me why have everything went so crazy

just be sincere
and hold me near
whisper in my ear
words I wished to hear
unbreak my heart
take away my tears
Let me know you are really there
It's so hard I swear
all this wear and tear
has smeared
my heart with lies and fear
If I could only reach the stars
fly past the moon, I would give you the sun
just to reach out and touch you
Just let the world around us fall apart
we can make this dream last
baby if we are heart to heart


i know we disagree
but baby please hear me out
I'm missing you
but baby tell me
are you missing me
all these sleepless nights
without you here are tearing me apart
I swear my love to you
this time there's no doubt
that together we can work it out
cant you see what it is you mean to me
my heart bleeds without you in my life its killlin me
Can't you see

Can't you see
Oh Cant You See
Can't you see what this love is doing me
Can't you see
if i was gone tomorrow....
would you even care would you even sorrow....
expressed the feelings you bare
if you had the last words to say to this man
what would they be baby
can you tell me why have everything went so crazy

I sit here and waste my time
in my own world
To afraid to Smile
It may hurt
In this Cruel WoRld
I hide my eyes
In my sorrowful world
I collect my tears in an old
broken bottle
Hid away from this Brutal WoRld

It starts deep in my heart
My thoughts are vivid
I paint a picture of you and me
together holding hands
I look into your eyes
and in this moment  
I see far past the stars and moon,
the sands of the ocean between us
I can see you always and forever
in my life

It starts so deep in my soul
My thoughts are vivid
I paint a picture of the beauty
two hearts becoming whole
I look into your eyes
and in this moment  
I see far past the stars and moon,
the sands of the ocean between us
I can see you always and forever
in my life

It starts so deep in my heart and soul
I follow the waves to reach you

I try so hard to make you happy
but sometimes I feel I'm only in the way
and the harder I try that it's never enough
So I will be leaving soon but you will never know
how much I needed you ,my friend
I try so hard just to make you see
you fill my life with all the right things
but it still brings me down because you will never know
just how much you really mean to me, my friend
I try so hard
           I try so hard and sometimes I feel
that it's never enough
                        it's never enough
So I will be leaving soon but you will never know
how much I love you
                       Goodbye my friend

They say Love can move mountains
Love can be magic
Love can make you feel so high
that you never ever wanna come down
That's the love I found in you Baby
So beautiful and magical
fanatical, dazzling
truthful, just so unimaginable
it's like a miracle
I'm walking on the clouds
and I never wanna come down..
Love is passion, Love is warm
Love is a kiss,Love is a child being born
Love is a song playing in our hearts
it's melody moves us
we sing and dance to its rhythm
and with love nothing can tear us apart
you feeling me baby
it's real  so deep insane , it's crazy
and I wouldn't have it any other way
and I love you Baby
I might not not be famous
but you still make me feel like a rap star
killing these syllables  with real love
that you can feel in your heart and soul
my love for you it overflows
and each and everday it grows
babydoll don't you know
that i love you so
babydoll don't you know
babydoll don't you know
I will never let you go

I can see right through you Baby
Your cold heart is a symbol of  who
you really are
Your true colors are the remains
of the stains of painting Rainbows in the dark.
I can see right through your lying eyes
They can't hide the truth
Mama's little Angel fallen from the sky
and she's on the loose (Look Out)
So Beautiful, she looks so sweet
You just want a taste of her tempting fruit

You knew me from the start
because you held my heart
Did you expect me not to bleed?
How can you say your sorry
when you know you cut me open
You was my heart and soul
The better half of me
You was my sweetest poetry I ever wrote
Now a part of me is broke
so how can you say your sorry
When you meant so much to me
and this ocean of love
was deep but you cut me open
much deeper
It was like my heart stopped beating
emotionally frozen
and dying inside.
A page out of my life being ripped
with a crippled and broken heart
that can't be fixed
So how can you say your sorry I don't get it.

I try so hard to make you happy
but sometimes I feel I'm only in the way
and the harder I try that it's never enough
So I will be leaving soon but you will never know
how much I needed you ,my friend
I try so hard just to make you see
you fill my life with all the right things
but it still brings me down because you will never know
just how much you really mean to me, my friend
I try so hard
           I try so hard and sometimes I feel
that it's never enough
                        it's never enough
So I will be leaving soon but you will never know
how much I love you
                       Goodbye my friend

When I close my eyes
and lay my weary head down to sleep
I'm dreaming about the times
that I cherish and always keep
Never had to worry
about no heartache or no pain
Just a perfect love between us
In our lives we had so much to gain
As I'm holding you
in my arms squeezing you tight
I feel the magic of your body
as we're making love in the moonlight
Nothing seems to matter
all my troubles seem to disappear
I get lost in this moment
every time that you're near
You're like an angel sent to me
from heaven up above
Fill me with the love
showered with the kisses and the hugs
and what it does
is get me higher than any kind of drug
I'm hooked on you baby
All I need is your love
Strung out like a ******
I'm craving for you all the time
to quench my thirst and my hunger
Gotta Make You Mine
Tonight when I go to sleep
you will be with me in my dreams
Just you and me
two hearts beating free
together in this fantasy
where love is all we need
to keep you here with me
The stars in the night shine so bright
Reminds of the sparkle in your eye
and those hot summer nights
I reminisce
I can feel your lips as they kissed mine
so young and wild
together we was inseparable
two hearts intertwined
I can see you standing over me
as you slowly undress
looking like a goddess
Baby the reason why I'm so obsessed
The hot *** biting on my neck
I can't resist I'm powerless
against the sweetness of your lips
I can't hinder
the soft and tender caressing of your skin
Take my body and my soul
to places that I never been
I'm so caught up in this moment
I'm hoping that it never ends
Gotta Make You Mine

I sit here staring into space
A tear slowly weaves its way down my face
onto my lips entwined with this bitter kiss is all I taste
The sweet memories of yesterday
are locked away in my heart safe where they always stay
inside of me is a part of you
every heart beat I can feel you
I dream of tomorrow baby you and me
you inspired me to be the best I can be
There I go again chasing dreams
from the first line my heart speaks
When I lay my weary head down to go to sleep
I'm dreaming about the times that I cherish
and I always keep
I Gotta Make You Mine because I love you baby
Let me try to piece this all together
Forever and always or always and forever
whichever it doesn't matter
because my heart will always follow you
and forever my love will be true
It was strange how you came
and you knew the right words to say
You touched a place so deep in my heart
that nobody could reach and I felt so safe
I wasn't afraid anymore
it was like laying in an angel's wings
swept away to a heavenly place
caressing feelings loves embrace bringing healing
to this brokenness I felt inside.

Just another lonely night I'm trying to make it through
Feel so cold and empty sleeping in this bed without you
You are the only one who ever knew me at all
Now I'm packing up the memories
getting ready for the long haul
I light a candle staring at the flame as it burns
A tear falls out my eye
I guess we live and learn
I'm traveling down this road with nowhere to go
Shadowed by the past
Like a ghost of a lost soul never coming back
I'm trying to find my way back to you baby
feels like I'm going crazy
Running around circles in my head
This empty bed is bringing back all the words you said
Baby I love you
                          Do you remember
All the times we had and shared together
Now there's nothing left
I would die for you baby give my last breath
To hold you in my arms and kiss your tender lips
It's everything about you baby that I miss
I'm trying to find my way back to you.....

Close your eyes
try to visualize
in your mind
you're alone
as your body craves
an appetite
to wet your thirst for love
Now try
to imagine
you are caught
in this moment of passion
as your heart beat pulsates
your body
crys out to be touched..
Just say
my name baby
let me enter
into your dreams
to meet you
in your deepest
most intimate desire
My lips
pressing your soft skin
as I gently kiss
every inch of your body
it burns with fire
your yerning
is begging and pleading
to feel me
deep within ahhh....
you and me
are in this dream together
you starve
for pleasure
Baby
what is in your mind
brings your foreseeing
endeavor
your thoughts unleash
this vivid picture
open your eyes
baby open your eyes
An image
appears
as the midnight moon
shines
through the curtain lace
feel me
touching your face  ...awee yea
my fingers
running
through your hair
as I pull your head back
and place you against the wall
I kiss your lips
your body
submits
your heart
succumbs so engulfed
in your pleasure
my pleasure is your drug
love is but a symptom
that I crave
but for this moment
I crave you
Baby
so give me a taste of it
I gently bite
and **** on your neck
as slide
my tounge
down to your breast
I hear you
softly whisper
(ahh.. yeah baby don't quit )
your cries
scream out
as your nails
dig deep into me
you are caught
in this moment of passion
Baby
open your eyes
Let's make it happen

baby I know you been sleeping
so many nights alone
your broken heart
has got you dreaming
someday, maybe
your prince charming
will come along
just take you in his arms
and hold you so close and tight
you almost feel the magic
when you close your eyes
as you are wrapped up in his touch
so encaptured by his love
it sweeps you right off your feet
awee... Baby into the night you dream
of this enchanted love
where every kiss and every hug
lifts you so high up above baby
you hold onto the sun and make your world
a much brighter and happier day
by spreading the sunshine with the love in your heart
and the smile on your beautiful face.
now the the night is young
it's just you and me
and this dream
that we both share together baby
I wanna be the one
that you dreaming of
to wipe away your tears
chase away your fears
all your sorrows
baby just believe in me
I got so much love
I wanna give to you
so real, so true
a kind of love
that is cherished
with an infinite infinity of love times 2
I'll be your hero
your knight in shining armor girl
the who comes and saves you baby
from this crazy world of
that left your heart broken
my arms are open
wider than the oceans
my whole life's in this moment
waiting for you

I didn't want thing's to change
                   We don't walk the same path,
We don't even talk anymore
                   How strangely bizzare
When we used to be best friends
                   Now it's like we're at war
We became enemy's
                  We estranged ourselves
We can't go on pretending
                  When the truth we know
We are only hurting ourselves
                  
              Merry Go Round We Spin

We tend to forget about our children
                  Who suffer most
Living day by day
                  Something gotta give
So tell me why you can't just let it go
                 Even if you don't love me anymore
Does that really mean we can't be friends
                 Instead of being down each others throats
The madness and arguing
                The pain and sadness we go through
and we only doing it to ourselves

            Merry Go Round We Spin

I'm the blur to your vision
makes the words so perfectly written
it gets under your skin
your devotedness opens up the door and lets me in
I'm a masterpiece of poetry
Now burn with me....
I ride the wind that whispers in the air
the voices that you hear
I'm a living breathing nightmare
I prey on the weak souls
I scorch their hearts and control their minds
I'm truth mixed with lies that kills you inside
I'm the time and space you can't erase
I'm an addiction that you crave
my victims I enslave
I satisfy your hunger love is a drug of temporary state
of insanity
I will make you bleed out your heart
as your begging for me
I plant a seed of constant dream
I'm everything you want and everything you need
I'm the blur to your vision
makes the words so perfectly written
it gets under your skin
your devotedness opens up the door and lets me in
I'm a masterpiece of poetry
Now burn with me....
I'm your life
I'm the reason you laugh
The reason you cry
I'm the tear caught in your eye
I can give you happiness I can make or break you inside
I'm your suicide
I'm the deepest cut
the suffering that you feel
it ***** you up
so unjust beyond surreal
stuck in your mind are the memories that you had of us
Now burn with me....
I'm the blur to your vision
makes the words so perfectly written
it gets under your skin
your devotedness opens up the door and lets me in
I'm a masterpiece of poetry
Now burn with me....

I don"t know what's wrong with me
It's like I'm holding on
trying to make myself believe
that somehow or maybe just someway
you still love me.
But this heart has been broken in two and it ***** with me
so many mixed emotions
but I know deep down inside
a part of me still loves you.
How is this possible? I don't know
Is it optional that I still love you or I don't?
Do I have a choice on how to control how I feel inside?
It's like this optical illusion has me holding on trying
and deep down inside in the myst of all this confusion
my heart is slowly dying.
I don't know but it's ****** up because if I didn't care
Why would you even still be stuck in a place somewhere inside there?
And late at night when I close my eyes
it chills me to the bone
I can still see you but I feel so all alone
Will this haunting ever stop
I try to fight it off but I can't, it won't.
You can not see my eyes but it's raining inside
It's like this optical illusion has me holding on trying
and deep down inside in the myst of all this confusion
my heart is slowly dying.
I don't know what's wrong with me
It's like I'm holding on trying to make myself believe
that somehow or maybe just someway you still love me

I held you ever so close
Farewell my Angel
Take this rose fly free
what is broken inside
let its delicacy be part of me
That held you ever so close
Farewell my Angel
Take my tears fly free
what is broken inside
let its drops of tenderness be a part of me
That held you ever so close
Farewell my Angel
take my love fly free
what is broken inside
Let it live and this that's left is just not me
Farewell my Angel

I have been searching all my life
carrying this hurt inside
Flirting with disaster
It's just been a miserable
and painful ride
I'm surprised that I'm still alive
when my heart died.
I have been down this road all my life
I swear it's getting colder
so much harder to survive
when your just a loner
who's been rejected and denied
I have been beaten black and blue
These ******* bruises they are my tattoos

Tonight .....
two hearts collide
Searching for a meaning in their lives
Feel the passion baby as it burns inside
Never felt such yearning to be touched
                                               to be touched by...... you
Tonight I'm singing It's all because
You bring adoration and trust back into my life
Oh baby what a feeling to be loved
                                               to be loved by.....you
two hearts collide...

aien't it funny how a broken heart
it seems it never heals
time keeps moving on
but your still reliving how it feels
to be sad and lonely
because somebody came
and took your smile from the world to see
and aien't it funny
how love can just fade away
time keeps moving on
but the memories take you back
to that sad and lonely place
and all that's left are the reflections of yesterday
because somebody came
and took your smile from the world to see
and baby aien't it crazy
how the sun always shines
but it can't hide away the rain
when those storm clouds come a rolling in
you just can't stop the tears
from falling again and again
searching for that rainbow in the sky
that you will never find
because somebody came
and took your smile from the world to see

The rain brings pain and we lose trust
If we must rust like the drain then let bust
Sometimes things change
It's hard to explain
how hearts lose the love
That brought so much happiness
Into our lives but just like the rain
that happiness is washed away

Let the rain fall Let it fall down me
Let the rain fall Let the rain fall Down on me now..

Let the rain fall Let it fall down on me
Let the rain fall Let the rain fall Down on me now..

The rain is like my heart
its hard to tell it no
and when it rains it pours
but like a quiet storm
you came into my life baby
you became a part of me
I can never let you go
My mind is saying yes,
but my heart is yelling no
just like the rain tear drops
falling from my eyes again
this overwhelming feeling
has got my thoughts on hold
when it's you that i really want to hold.

Let the rain fall Let it fall down me
Let the rain fall Let the rain fall Down on me now..

Let the rain fall Let it fall down on me
Let the rain fall Let the rain fall Down on me now..

Life goes on
every second is a minute
I'm missing you
every minute is an hour
I'm missing you
every hour is a day
It's like looking in the mirror
the reflection of
a beautiful silhouette figure
makes me shiver
I 'm just wishing you was here
Let the tears remind me
The rain is like my heart
and when it rains it pours
but like a quiet storm
you came into my life baby
you became a part of me
I can never let you go

Let the rain fall Let it fall down me
Let the rain fall Let the rain fall Down on me now..

Let the rain fall Let it fall down on me
Let the rain fall Let the rain fall Down on me now.

Days gone by
and I try to make this life
a better you and me
but this crisis seems to be
the life of me drifting
it surprises me baby
when I needed a friend
it was a friend through the sands of time
who shifted away..... from me
you couldn't see
what was really deep down inside of me
To reveal my inner thoughts and deeply hit emotions
You made me believe
the sunny side of me was shady
Only behind me a fine line
You had to lie to me Baby
Why is that you pour out your heart
You love somebody to much
Then they just don't love you anymore
It's a crying shame what they do
It leaves you feeling used
and what hurts the most is knowing the truth
and the truth is....You never even cared Baby
Days gone by
and I try to make this life
a better you and me
but this crisis seems to be
the life of me drifting
it surprises me baby
when I needed a friend
it was a friend through the sands of time
who shifted away..... from me
I just want to write my life away
I'm not ashamed to say
that I take the blame
for all the ******* mistakes I made
Sometimes I just feel so numb....
I can't escape so I face the day alone and afraid
On my knees I pray I try to contain this pain
As this blade cuts across my vein
Let my name be written
Jason forever lives in this mother ******* drama
as I'm getting older
I try to make this life a better you and me
but this crisis has got me
buried deep keeping me from believing
I'm clean and sober

How can you say your sorry
when you know you cut me open
You was my heart and soul
The better half of me
You was my sweetest poetry I wrote
Now a part of me is broke
so how can you say your sorry
When you meant so much to me
and this ocean of love was deep
but you cut me open much deeper
It was like my heart stopped beating
emotionally frozen and dying inside.
A page out of my life being ripped
with a crippled and broken heart
that can't be fixed
So how can you say your sorry
I don't get it.

I call out your name
It echoes through my soul
Take me in your arms
I'm afraid, I feel so all alone
Don't push me away
I need you,
You want the truth
Well Listen
This is me missing you

Long ago
I had this dream
I close my eyes
only for a moment
to see if this dream
is the same
the same dream it used to be
because
I can't see
my vision
has become blurry
I can't see through these tears
no I can't see
I can't see you anymore
the nights are longer
as the days turn colder
the storm grows stronger
what will tomorrow bring
I close eyes
to see the dream is over
I close my eyes
only for a moment
because
I can't sleep
my heart
has grown restless
I can't sleep
no I just
I just can't sleep
through these tears anymore
the nights are longer
as the days turn colder
what will tomorrow bring
I close my eyes
only for a moment
to see
the dream is over :(

It's 2 in the morning
I can't sleep
Lord I feel so lonely, feel so lonely
My baby's gone
she up and left me
My baby left me all alone

She took my heart
and ran away, ran away
into another man's arms
Lord I feel so lonely, feel so lonely
My baby's gone
And I know she's not sleeping alone
sleeping alone
No, she's not sleeping alone........

It's 4 in the morning
and I can't sleep, no I still can't sleep
I keep on thinking
Does she love that man, does she really
love him like she said she did me
Lord I feel so lonely, feel so lonely
My baby's gone
and I know she's not coming back
No, she's not coming back home...
She's never coming home
I'm alone, so alone
My baby is never, never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home..... :(

I can remember the first time
that I kissed
your soft and tender lips
I felt my heart skip a beat
reminiscing all times takes me back
to the place where I fell in love
laying in your arms
looking up torwards the heaven's above
Yeah Baby
I feel so blessed
Everyday thanking God
for the angel that he sent me
Your beauty and elegant
not to mention so ****
I'm expressing true feelings
how I feel inside
It's no secret anymore
tonight it's going world wide
chorus
I got to let them know
that I love you so
I will never let you go
To and Fro till the day
I grow old
You're my heart and soul

I should have listened
paid a little more attention
to what my heart was saying
Instead of waiting around
til it was too late
I let the mistakes that I made
create this masquerade of
heart break .. I'm falling apart
I only wish I could
take it all back, the hardest
thing I ever had to face
is accepting knowing I was wrong
I really hate myself right now