Days gone by
and I try to make this life
a better you and me
but this crisis seems to be
the life of me drifting
it surprises me baby
when I needed a friend
it was a friend through the sands of time
who shifted away..... from me
you couldn't see
what was really deep down inside of me
To reveal my inner thoughts and deeply hit emotions
You made me believe
the sunny side of me was shady
Only behind me a fine line
You had to lie to me Baby
Why is that you pour out your heart
You love somebody to much
Then they just don't love you anymore
It's a crying shame what they do
It leaves you feeling used
and what hurts the most is knowing the truth
and the truth is....You never even cared Baby
Days gone by
and I try to make this life
a better you and me
but this crisis seems to be
the life of me drifting
it surprises me baby
when I needed a friend
it was a friend through the sands of time
who shifted away..... from me
I just want to write my life away
I'm not ashamed to say
that I take the blame
for all the ******* mistakes I made
Sometimes I just feel so numb....
I can't escape so I face the day alone and afraid
On my knees I pray I try to contain this pain
As this blade cuts across my vein
Let my name be written
Jason forever lives in this mother ******* drama
as I'm getting older
I try to make this life a better you and me
but this crisis has got me
buried deep keeping me from believing
I'm clean and sober