Your not here anymore
So I rely on the Sun and the moon
When I am lost at night
And my bed is cold an lonely
I look to the moon
Just like we used to
The moon will guide me
And feel my tears
Just like you used too.
When I am angry and heartbroken
And the world
Has turned on me
I will look to Sun
To warm my cheeks
To comfort me
To light up my world
Just like you used too.
You are my Sun
You are my moon
As long as then rise and fall
I know you are always
Here with me

One last time I see
Your eyes glimmer at the stars
The last time goodbye

I gaze at the moon
Are you looking at it too?
Just like the last time?

Once as a little girl
I dreamed of a man
Even at 7 years old
I dreamed of a man
Not a boy
I never dream of boys
I dreamed of a man that
Never stopped smiling
I dreamed of a man
That was intoxicating
He drew me in with every
Sparkle in his eye
With every word he spoke
When I was near
I just needed
To feel his skin
I needed to bathe
In his warmth
All I see is his face
His torso and Hands
And his hair
The Sun was blinding
He was all I could see
The way the Sun sparkled
Off of his long blond hair
The way the Sun danced
On his skin
The way he held out his hand...
He held out his hand
For me...
For me.
I just needed to take it
I needed to get close enough
To hear his sweet words
I needed to hear his laugh
I need him.

I dreamed of him for years
I still dream of him
And only of him
I search for him when
I'm awake
I sleep just to see him

My friends say I need a man
But I have my man
They set me up on dates
With their "men"
But I see only boys
Horrible mean boys
Careless depressing boys
Boys that just want
What they want Boys
Who play with hearts
Like its an art
Disgusting boys.

I don't need Boys...
I only need my man
My man that carries me
My man with the longest
Blond hair
My man
With the sweetest touch
My man

Your eyes are the most beautiful
That I have ever seen
They blue like the sky on the brightest day
But the sky is a not always blue
It turns to grey to black
The blue fades every day
But your eyes
They always stay bright and blue
I'm in love with you

Your hair is the most majestic
That I have ever seen
Its as bright as the Sun.
But the Sun doesn't always shine
Some times it hides in the clouds
It fades every night
But your hair it always shines
It never hides
Not like the Sun
I'm in love you

The most beautiful man I have
Dreamed of I love you

Go ahead and cry
Cry your invisible tears
Feel them glide down your cheek
Feel them collect in your hair

Don't let anyone see them
Don't let them know
Your eyes are just sparkling
Don't let them know
Don't ever let them know

The problem with beauty
Is that it's never enough
No matter how lovely
How wonderful
How mindblowingly
Beautiful you are
It's never enough...

Never enough to be satisfied.