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NvrMnd Jan 2017
The Sun stood still
Burning the people underneath
Making them lifeless
And now, all is but a silence

                                 Except me,

There’s a noise inside my head
Making my heart beat steadfast
And the heat of the sun couldn’t make it stop,
Too loud and too strong to take my life.
NvrMnd Oct 2017
truth is i'm not certain
do i want this or not?
or i'm just afraid
of missing then connecting
too reserved to communicate
too silent to talk
too small in this big world
do i want this?
it doesn't matter anymore
cause i'm already at the ground of my fear
its been 9 days since i got in my fearful dream
oddly, it wasn't  scary
as i thought it would be
do i like it now?
truth is, i still don't know
but i'm here
i'm already here.
NvrMnd Aug 2015
Though seems little,
time is an infinite system
you can't consume.
NvrMnd Nov 2016
Thought it would be easier,
Keeping everything less
Less thinking
Less talking
Less engaging
Less moving
It makes me less weary,
Less lonely
But also
Less happy
Less warm
And less alive


At first, a matter less seems fine
but as I go on it makes me more...

More dead....
NvrMnd Sep 2015
When no one
pays attention
to your soulful
sad story.
NvrMnd Sep 2015
I'm battling the toughest enemy
myself, that i couldn't carry
Everyday i want to bury
my heart that's always teary

Arrogance sometimes arising
Selfishness is encircling
Desolation isolated me
lack of passion come free
My ambition is so high
without persuasion I die
Alone in high tones
come without high hopes
Negativity are all in my system
each day distressing perfect scheme

My toughest enemy is not you
from the start it was me, and always it’ll be
Fighting every inch of my piece
yearning to defeat the fiercest antagonist.
-the enemy is within-
Bes
NvrMnd Aug 2019
Bes
Memories last but friendship not
your pen in this place begins to blot
the story of you will end in a dot
thank you for giving me one spot

In another pen your story begins to plot
new chapter of your life must grow a lot
achieving your dreams that once trap in a ***
i wish some of our ways meet again even in one shot.*

- a poem written by a friend
TO THE GREATEST PEOPLE I'VE MET
-
To be a part of someone's story is the best part of your own story
To share without even knowing you’re actually giving something
And to exist without even knowing that you meant to someone
Is a magic that will continue to awe
And inspire me to open doors for possibilities without judgement
To look for nothing, to give more and love more

And though it is true that our stories have series of chapters
It begins and ends but each chapter is as significant as each other
Bad ending is the sweetest while a good ending is a bittersweet
But no matter how it ends, what we’ve gained is the greatest
And I will endlessly thanking the universe for letting me collide
To another soul holding a piece of kindness hoping for love and friendship

Parting ways is hard but it is just temporary
And friendship, like life, like love
Is a river that will continue to flow even in the absence of our bodies
As long as we care for it, we let it live
And while it lives it gives us hopes and dreams
To see each other soon and share one moment again.
NvrMnd Apr 2017
Standing beyond guards,
twisted bars and shards

With shattered knuckles
and broken ankles

Dilated eyes in the face of elusiveness

Where is freedom in hollowness?

Spinning round in vast emptiness

Conceptions, misconceptions
mixing in wild motions

Surrounded by scented candles
and flowers posing birth or perhaps death

....Fainted in bewilderment....

I'm just confused at the moment but slowly getting my mind in shape again.
(second)
NvrMnd Jul 2021
Nights are better with you aşkım
Your love is comfortable and warm
Like a noon sun embracing the clouds
Wandering in the vast blue sky
NvrMnd Nov 2015
I imagined…

I was walking alone on a highway
With a grey-ish sky above
And a grey-ish slender trees around
Looking straight forward
With this grey-ish road scene

Now I can’t imagine how long I was imagining

If I can tell, maybe a month walking a mile
with these swollen feet still walking
But I can’t really tell how long
For I see the same shade of sky and trees
No clues on this same color scheme

How long was I imagining?

With this grey-ish thing I can’t tell..
Reflections maybe might speak then
But the sky is no mirror to look at if I get aged walking
And the road is smooth still for no automobiles running
What seem ancient with the same grey-ish scene?

How long was I imagining?

Still dark, still grey-ish, still alone in the scene…
Oh, but the trees changed, the trees stands for centuries
I can tell with its wide branches and leaves falling
No slender, but heavily trunks are hardly standing still
That told me I was imagining for a century

Or
Centuries maybe…
NvrMnd Nov 2015
~                      
*While majority is in love
With this prefabricated world
A fancy place some wish they live
Where mainstream music is fixed

And there is me caving in
With old cities and old beats
Stories it hold I've fallen with
I wish my love would be in here

Classic love I must believe
Timeless beauty it'll promise
In this new world I hope we'll meet
Where mainstream love doesn't exist.
NvrMnd May 2016
I sat alone in bed 'til the morning
I'm crying, "They're coming for me"
And I tired to hold these secrets inside me
My mind's like a deadly disease....

...And I've grown familiar
With villains that live in my head
They beg me to write them
So I'll never die when I'm dead...
Dark and Perfect
NvrMnd Jun 2021
Hidden in the corners
are multiplied feelings
painfully shattering the edges
pleading for freedom
wishful thinking to be rounded
suitably, infinitely flowing
and bravely growing in circles.
NvrMnd Aug 2017
And there she was
Invisible, like a ghost
Watching a man from afar
Cryptic, like the moon
On a dreaded night..
in progress
NvrMnd Jan 2017
You’re the moon I will forever adore
Always distant yet the apple of my eye
Wanting to hold your hands
Before I lay in peace...

Stand near you,

Look into your eyes

And see closely….

*The magnificent light

You confidently carry

Even in bluest of time.
certainly, only you
NvrMnd Sep 2016
Move that body
Use that mind
Get yourself busy
With whatsoever
May it be wise
Or foolish
It doesn’t really matter
That’s just how we survive
We only need
A little distraction
In this lonely life.
NvrMnd Jun 2021
Be one of the strays in İstanbul
Have our pack wandering like masters of the street
Have their eyes witness our unity
We will not think of home or hunger
Because every corner is ours
The sky, the wind, the water and the earth
Will not selfishly enshroud their glory
They will let us behold the Bosphorus' sunset
My love, I will be an outlander in places you knew
But we will drift together, I will run with you.
NvrMnd Jul 2017
Disappointments got me to this misty road
Sluggishly cycling a creaking bicycle in a drizzle
While poisoning my bushed lungs with cigarettes

A replacement to my sweet medicinal marijuana
That I skipped for months, trying to be clean, to be good
But in my head there’s still a noise saying I need it so much
To feel powerful, for a day of greatness in nirvana
To forget that I needed someone to feel worthy,
Or so to create an apparition of a friend to whom
I can share my disappointments and success
While in reality I’m alone in boredom
Killing time and whatever I have,

Oh Gaaad, sorry I feel weak

My insecurities got me to this misty road
Sluggishly cycling a creaking bicycle in a drizzle
While poisoning my bushed lungs with cigarettes.
NvrMnd Jun 2021
Dilated heart
Clouded mind
Losing appetite
Body sways
To sweetest sound
Nevermind the
The thorns around.
Love Drug
NvrMnd Oct 2015
~

Hand over heart

Hold on.
Please hold on,
Don't Fall in Love.

You know how it’ll sound.
Love is a strong midnight coffee
that will make your heart palpitate.
A booming sound of drumroll beating
causes sleepless nights over thinking.
Elusive Dream of Love's awakening.
.
Now
Hold onto your heart
And Listen,

.
Listen to the whisper of aloneness.
Remember, it’s your favorite music.
A velvet blanket covering your body
under the unfathomable calm night.
Silence, isn’t it heaven to you?
Now, let it be that way,
Don't Fall in Love.
Please hold on,
Hold on.


Hand over heart

~
ELUSIVE DREAM OF LOVE
NvrMnd Jul 2021
Most nights
Are so painful
that I have to keep
Telling my self
To endure
NvrMnd Jan 2016
.
To Love

And
to feel the joy
and the pain.
NvrMnd Feb 2016
Perfection... with my eyes closed
I see what I want to see
Feel what I want to feel
Owned the world in a blink of a moment

Mountains, seas,  places in dreams, all is free...
Hear the music that calm the demon inside me
See the colors worth to pay my eyes to be blind
And fall in love with someone that never and will never exist

Death, oh death would be the life of what if’s
What if I am her or what if I have him
The world of perfection says
*"Close your eyes and own me."
NvrMnd Aug 2019
Seeing figures slowly drifting away
Revealing a plain blue sky
Resonate a familiar farewell
And though you know
How to romanticize the clouds
You don’t want to imprison such love
So you let it swept by the wind.
NvrMnd Jan 2017
Every day
is another gap,
another broken line to trace
divided by your footsteps
while fading away.
NvrMnd Feb 2017
I may be gone for a little while,

Maybe for a little while longer

but I will always come back here,

here where my poems live,

here where my heart finds comfort

here where my soul laid to rest,


here

                  here,

where


**I MET YOU.....
to all the poets here
NvrMnd Mar 2016
-
Now
all I think about
is you
and
some hope,

Hope
that tomorrows
will have
different
colors
.
NvrMnd Sep 2015
...
“I understand”, you’ll say
“You actually don’t”, I can say

...
We don’t really understand each other, do we?
What we truly feel is under the deepest of sea
We act differently as what is real
Predictable façade is what we see
...
Forged by its surrounding
It is deceiving

...
We react, we judged, we don’t understand
What people really stand
Within the horrifying ugly face of human race
Is a soul that is pure, living in its suitcase
...
He scream, he fight, he fall
Left unheard at all

...
-nothing more-
NvrMnd Sep 2015
Once I thought
...
The more you give love
The more you receive love


But I am wrong
It doesn't happen to all

Some stories
...
The more they give love
The more they suffer in love

...
So how much will you bet?
**Is it worth giving the most for love?
How ready are we to be in love?

Are you willing to give the most for love? You could be the happiest or you could be hurt the most?

Are we prepared to accept the wage of love? It could be unfair but we could learn the most important lesson being in love....Forgiveness.
NvrMnd Jun 2016
My body is a story
Of pain and pleasure
Slipping through time
Yet keep sailing away
From oblivion
the last stanza
NvrMnd Jun 2016
I am not a woman
No, not a man either
No flesh so keep shush
Crossing borderlines
Of love and hate

Through letters
Perfectly distorted
By motion of emotions
Spilling ink through papers
I am born free to wander

My body is a story
Of pain and pleasure
Slipping through time
Yet keep sailing away
From oblivion*

-I am a poem.
Lately I have this strange feeling of not being a human anymore.
I feel like my biological composition is fleeing and what's left are pure emotions.
And it's actually good, I can be anywhere, be anyone, genderless but still has an identity..
-Equality and Freedom-
NvrMnd Apr 2020
Death is inevitably painful no matter how much you verse yourself into it, knowing it is awaiting from the very beginning of one's life.
NvrMnd Nov 2015
As I look at the faces of other people
Struggling to survive the whirling winds of life
I knew I wasn't special
I'm just a cliche seeking attention
And I'm no special to be treated like one
I am just a little piece of humanity
Significantly living on my own but
Insignificantly existing to the world.
NvrMnd Dec 2015
~

I don't know if I hate the Rain

I closed my eyes for a while

Listen to the sound as it hit the ground

Feel the cold wind touches my skin

and I know Love Weighs

more than anything
~
NvrMnd Feb 2017
~
Each letter I laid
Has its own little voice,

And together they sing
To be heard by yours

.
very anxious talking
NvrMnd Jul 2021
h e a r t b r e a k i n g
In a soundproof room
No one hears it but you
uncontrollably
Sending electricity beneath your jaw
running up to your eyes
You feel the electrifying current
turning into water of agony
Flowing to your face down to your pillow
Until you fall asleep alone with your emotions
Having no one else,
n o  o n e  e l s e.
NvrMnd Sep 2016
-
*How could I see the fire in your soul?
And let hidden from their eyes
How could I hear your emotion?
Like whispering wind
And kept silent from their ears
I wonder how I feel you,
Why your ghost feels so alive to me?
Your melody twirls livelier than a young girl
Skin glows brighter than a new-born
Breathe warmer than a summer sun
So young but so old to caress me expertly
Like you’re dwelling inside eternally,
Moving from time to time
From one body to another,
Like an endless poetry
That saves every lonely person
Stuck under the blank night
With no moon and no stars
Merely looking to an end...

a light,
a hope,
or death
NvrMnd May 2016
Barefooted in the middle of nowhere
Where the lost can never be found
By anyone whose eyes were only caught by fancy shoes
I was wondering if someone will notice the barefooted
Stepping on thorns and stones
Every night in that nowhere there's the lonely wanderess
With eyes closed and ears open
Enough to lead her to the wonder of nowhere
Where the music is slowly playing
That keeps the trees sway in sweet rhythm
And leaves slowly falling, touching the lonely wanderess
Until finally hit the ground and withered
Reminding an old friend who once she walked with
And the lonely wanderess wasn't waiting for someone
She doesn’t want to be found nor saved by anyone
Whose heart withered in a long walk to nowhere
The lonely wanderess is afraid to even take another step
Thinking she’ll never find herself without getting wounded
Not the road she’s frightened but the thorns she imagined
But she chose to die trying to find something she can’t see
Darkness is that nowhere and she’s less happy but less sad
Carrying nothing but less of everything.
NvrMnd Mar 2019
your absence
distracts me..
i miss you so much,
too much, i'm losing focus.
NvrMnd Feb 2016
Letters, unwritten words
Papers, empty spaces
Waiting for the matrimony to create poetry
But how when I'm Losing Ink

I remember the time it's full
Filled with dreams, tears and fears
Now the blood of misery is diluting
And I'm Losing Ink

I should be glad, but how could I be
When the only medium I used to have is depleting
And I can’t lay my words on canvas
I know I'm Losing Ink

Empty, floating on a galaxy of being half
Undefined feeling, making no capacity to fill the cartridge
Week by week I’m getting weak
*And every day, I can feel I’m Losing Ink
NvrMnd May 2016
-
*Suddenly love blooms
and like the scent of summer
it won’t fade

And

Even it’s one-sided like the sun
infinitely kissing the meadow
The feeling won’t stop shining
and even in night sky it will find a way
Hoping in one of your lonely nights
you’ll gaze with my universe
and rest with my gentle love
that keeps the stars and the moon
shine for you.
NvrMnd May 2016
-
I’m happy kind of lost
In the Realm
of physique and emotion,
of strength and weakness
of happiness and sadness,
and of how could it be both
at the same time, sometimes..

I feel like I’m traveling
in the world of living and dead
And spinning on both domains,
I am acquainted with absurdity
of sensible truth of it all,
*Where in life there is death
And in death there is life.
NvrMnd Apr 10
You are the meaning of love
and yearning
The sun theat brings warmth
and sets with exquisite echoes
of longing.
The kind love that i know i would never feel again, once in a lifetime that changes my life forever.
NvrMnd Feb 2017
~
*It’s time to let go,
Time to rest,
Time to sleep,
And time to dream again.
NvrMnd Dec 2015
~

Burnt **** and liquor
Bitter taste and dry throat
My kind of flavor every night
Under the blue stars
Clinging on a velvet night sky

Smoked eyes staring at the dark night
Drawing forms of unfamiliar feeling
But no constellation of a Lover seen
Same patterns every single night
My vision of you is surreal

Cold feet lay straight on a roof top
Covered with a pair of grey socks
And there's one magic moment
Shooting stars surprise the lonely heart
Teary eyed at the majesty of the night

Now sitting on the edge
Spending all my cards
Watching for the sunset
**** all the colors of the day
For another midnight poetry


~
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