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The oxygen secreted from the walnut tree,
the snap-pole green beans growing
up the side of the rusty garden fence, and
bags of aluminum cans stored  in the shed
with the old cash registers from the antique store.
These are the golden frames caught and
edited onto organic film, etched into grey matter,
projected from a foggy lens onto reflective marble.

We abandoned the clubhouse because of spiders;
they took the place for themselves after a storm.
Our new abode was the patch of grass between the
walnut tree and the fence in the back corner of the yard;
shady, rough terrain from fallen walnuts, and
the grass always had a slight dew in places.
"The place where the snakes live" is what we called it
when we were sprouts; now we could catch them in both hands.

One night, the wind blew over the shed doors;
flimsy, sliding rail, aluminum thing.
We slinked in and got to play with the old adding machines,
foreign tools, jars full of door hinges, and
rusty hand-crank egg beaters.
Eventually, the roof of the shed collected so many years
of twigs, walnut husks, and foliage fallen that
tiny trees began to pop their heads up from the clutter.

Crickets underneath the gutter guards-
two types; the black singers and the
ones you have to dig for that will draw blood
if they get a hold of one of your fingers.
Sometimes, if bravery was roused and boiling,
we would drift closer to the railroad tracks
in attempts to catch yellow jackets, or even hornets.
One popped their stinger into the back of my neck.
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satellite of lust
stopping the presses
essentially broken
entrancing machine
never back-step
epileptic idol
old ways are dead
adhere to the lies
essentially broken
entrancing machine  
netting a good one
nearer to mid-life
fed up with the ghost
starting blank again
in a different palace
cemented to space
cemented to space
cemented to space
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 Feb 2014 Ix Ryley
dave elliot
THIS NIGHT



I cannot see the moon tonight, but stars sit on my window pane

For Jack has brought his frost tonight and the winds of Thor, at force again



And with his mighty chilling breath, strikes the beggars in the street

And howls his sarcastic laugh when moves the ground beneath their feet



That tremble o’er the freezing snow so deep it buries hedge and fence

No shelter for their brittle bones, their agony immense



And I beside the embers glowing, sit, clad in warmth and cheerfulness

But my heart it walks the cold night streets searching for the weak and homeless.
 Feb 2014 Ix Ryley
Sag
Yes
 Feb 2014 Ix Ryley
Sag
Yes
A pair of eyes, darker than the coffee he brews,
and curls that hang like a body from a noose.
She wouldn't have known if it weren't for the bruise
there on her left knee and the red and purple blotch left on her throat,
which screamed louder than the cries that escaped it.
And to the boys and girls who lingered the next morning
with hands folded perfectly from mouth to ear as they whispered
about the girl who was marked with indignity and shame;
about the girl who was left with no one to blame
but herself for an act that she did not ask for.
And as she knelt on the carpet below him,
she prayed that someone would save her but instead
she received an unholy feeling of guilt and disgust and regret,
imposed on her by the very people who handed her the alcohol and cigarette
that poisoned her lips and lungs and logic.
She couldn't recall her newfound promise to herself to gravitate
towards the boy who would lightly plant kisses
on her collarbones rather than her *******;
the boy with eyes sweeter than the coffee he brewed,
and curls that fell effortlessly about his face, as she did for him.
She couldn't remind herself to stay away
from the boys who's tongues tasted of tequila,
as she mistook the empty bottle of Patron in her sweaty palms
for love, and care, and nothing less,
and he mistook "No. Please, don't,"
for "Yes."
 Jan 2014 Ix Ryley
Sag
frosty moon
 Jan 2014 Ix Ryley
Sag
She is afraid of the vast darkness
but she is my captivating light.

In the day she is hidden,
but as the night falls,
her eyes begin to droop and her voice softens,
and she is whole.

Sometimes her craters are illuminated
but I appreciate her honesty.

The stars shine brightly,
but they are incomparable to the moon.
As I stood here thinking
I realized the things I couldn't be
Taken by society's view
I'm stuck wondering
Who to believe?
Am I going to be happy
Am I pretty?
I can't fight the things that run through my mind
I'm alone and in love with the thought of being here
and why is that kind of love more important than loving myself
because I'm alone
and freeing myself is the key to being myself.
BEING MYSELF.
Who am I being, who am I becoming.
I fall with many and rise alone.
ALONE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY EVERYONE IS GONE
This love shouldn't be stuck
and ended because of the hatred
I see trying to stop myself from becoming the enemy.
I don't know how to breathe.
I cant see.
I cant feel
I cant hear. I cant be.
I'm still figuring out how life is suppose to work
but my scars have become the thing
I dread THE MOST.
They become a sign.
A sign of hurt.
Pain.
Disgust.
Truth.

They are my truth.
The writhing pain I felt as I realized he was untrue.
The pain I felt when I realize I'm alone
stuck in the middle of society.
BE YOURSELF.
You are perfect alone.  
No one is perfect alone
because we are judged alone.
That girl reading her book.
She has a smile that could light up a dark night.
You'll never see.
Society makes us believe we are who
THEY say we need to be
but when will the time come
that I can just be me.
Be Free.
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