Two lost souls have found each other
though,
it would take time for the both of them
to realize that the missing piece
they have been trying to find
is already in front of them

I was making letters for my friends and I wanted to make one for you. I wanted to write down all the things I adore about you but I stopped and think would you even care? Would it still even matter to you? Would you still pay any attention to it now that you have the love of your life in your arms? So never mind, I should keep these words I have to myself for who am I to you? Just another person. Just another human you met in college and I will never be anything more than that to you.

My mind is often clouded with negative thoughts
but when I turn to look at you
all the pessimistic notion were exanimated.

Out of nowhere
every sanguine reverie comes rushing in.

I guess I'm grateful that you exist
for you're the only one who can turn my cynical head
into a promising one.

the star i can never reach
the clouds i can never touch
the mountain i can never climb
the ocean i can never swim
the forest i can never explore
the cliff i can never jump at
the flower i can never water
the road i can never walk on
the door i can never open
the wall i can never break down
the window i can never look out to
the pillow i can never lay my head on
the darkness i can never light up
the bars i can never escape
....my wish that can never be granted

I miss you more than I am allowed to