staying up late
i just can’t sleep
can’t resist the thought of me
staying out late
it’s predictable
it’s more than you should know

i’m dying
straight up i can’t breathe
if the world were to end
at least i’d be beneath

my life in ******* cycles

she didn't even know her last breathe
he didn't worship the time that he had

somehow fate got intertwined

these two beautiful souls
had no idea it'd be the last time
the last time that anyone knew                         -repeat-
of

grew up a sweetheart
that everyone adored

was the homecoming king
that everyone pursued

little did you know
the battle behind it all
struggling imperfections
little to no affection

life contributes to derail downwards
no train to stop
this never-ending war
both seeking a way to soar

battled by a deep indignation
left the two with frustration

one way
two deaths
whose talked about more?



... the one that you care for...


it's not the last time
or committed crime
to be going up against

buried beneath the doubt
it's so hard to find a way out
digging myself out of despair
when all I ever wanted was to disappear

it's painless to descend into the aftermath

at times I could convert to a sociopath

but here I breathe
trying to discover what I need...

if ever I fall again
it's catch and release
because I can't bear the glance on your face
all I'm reminded of is a big disgrace

existing is my last chance
looking back at my past

for just a second I can't escape
but something is telling me
there's another way

if I go down this path

what will that do for me?

who am I to question?
when the answer is inevitable

so I keep chasing
until I run out of breath
until then...

don't make me
go down that road again
i've lost all directions
can you imagine?

the pain...

always knowing I'm no longer the same

you can't make me
you can't break me

the suffering you did in disguise
hidden by lies
i struggled to even put up a fight


..........