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jas Jul 2019
crying myself to sleep at night
all I want to do
is disappear
every thought that goes thru my head
wish I didn't hear
jas Jul 2019
i can still feel your breathe on me
i can still your heartbeat
i can feel the sound of your voice traveling underneath
my skin

can you imagine
if you werent here because i cant
i cant
can you imagine
me without you
oh i cant
i cant

its too much
its too late
the stars have already written their fate

the way that your skin brushed across mine
i'll never forget

never be forgotten
the actions that you did
lost in paridise-  evanescense
jas Jul 2019
as I struggle to take this shot of whiskey
I realize this is not the worst thing
being drunk is better than dealing with reality
especially when I have you to bully me

you're the one who told me not to drink
who tried to raise me
yet so effortlessly
it backfired into nothing

I'm tired of trying to follow peoples ways
my elders
those who knew more knew nothing of the sort
most was a lie

not everyone's experience is the same
although there is a line drawn
between knowing and learning
what do you know?

if you do not experience any of the sorts
what have you to offer?

the day I take your advice
honestly, could be on my death bed and I would never
who are you?

age does not matter
authority does not matter
knowledge does not comply unless wisdom knows the difference

when someone is asked, please listen?
take these thoughts into consideration.

listen.
jas Jul 2019
your eyes
captures me very deep inside
I know you see my soul
usually, I hide, but not from you

my heart
never opened up this big
love could be a plot twist
i've gone off the deep end
does this really exist?
jas Jul 2019
blind
to the misfortunate eye
deaf
to the uncovering ear
speechless
to an undeniable story
numb
to skin piercing reality
tasteless
to new upcoming
jas Jul 2019
just pick up the lighter and smoke this blunt
all of my problems fade away
pick up the bottle and drink jack straight
wait a minute, I don't ever remember your name

I'm faded
faded away

do you even remember me?
the last taste of alcohol on my breath
drunk off of a kiss
the taste of my lips
had you feeling some intensity

to be faded
jas Jul 2019
I cry myself to sleep at night
if you only knew what it takes to be alive
if living is a crime
I'd be in jail for the rest of my life

how can you live in a world like this?
making you beg for everything

do you believe in true love?
do you believe in happy endings?

I know it's hard
it's hard to face the world alone

these tears have dried
if only for tonight
when I close my eyes
I think of a dream
          
                         it's you and me,
                          having the picnic of our lives
                          nobody to bother us,
                         stuck in disguise
                        frozen for just a moment in time
                         all I need is to have you here with me

what is the need to live?
the need to exist?

already stuck in this mind felt prison
handcuffs on my brain
I've already gone insane
it's too late to reach my heart
I tore that **** apart
it's all over the floor

who are you to judge me?
you know absolutely nothing

nothing about me


don't even try.
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