can you stop
putting words into my mouth
can you stop
when your actions go down south
can you stop
im so tired of forgiveness
if its the last chance
than i beg of you
can you stop

do you remember,
all the old times
good memories
when everything was fine

do you remember
when it was just me and you
deep in love
nothing ever was so true

do you remember
or reminisce
back on the playground
our first kiss

do you remember
when you loved me so
if i could go back
id never leave home

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oh, i stay broken
remembering
all of what used to be
between you and me

oh, so fragile
losing something so magical
no more breaths
cant feel a heartbeat
its all gone

death is a strange thing

i remember
back one day
you were by my side and we would pray
for better dreams

searching for a reason
a meaning of life
to keep on pushing
seems living is a fight
without resistance
and yet the past doesn't quite seem let me forget it
incapable of letting things go
i just miss it

if only you knew
all of the scenarios in my head
replaying daily
the spider weaving its web...

continuously
eating at me mentally
vigourously
considerably the amount of judgment
received in this society, hideously

when will the search end?

**** the pain away