Ever get so angry you start shaking?
Wanna cry but you won't
Wanna die but your finger never reaches for the trigger
you just like knowing that you could simply end all the pain by one bullet traveling through your brain


But you don't pull the trigger.

Saying your name tastes like the bitter liquid Of *****
burning my throat but pleasing my insides.

It was last night that I've wished for only the simple things with you
Like long kisses and to stay in your arms forever

Or for at least the rest of the night

But tonight I wonder if I'll ever get you
And why can't I permenatly alter my appearance so that I can be a true beauty in your eyes?

Tomorrow night it'll probably be a long prayer
Asking God to bless me with me you

For the millionth time.

I could feel your lips upon mine one last time.

I wanna get drunk with you
And tell you all the things I'm afraid to say sober.